Home alone. Everyone at home has gone to Genting. Although its like AGAIN!?!?! kind of thing, but i think its just a form of relaxation. Labels: i think i am mad.
Have been working my head off for the past 2 months and its gonna be 3 months soon. Working life especially as a nurse takes of all your social life. When people have standard off days on sat ans sun, i may be working. Sometimes i dont even know which day of the week it is. All i know is the next day what shift i am. When its off day, then ok sleep at home, rest, then next day work till you dont know when is your next off day, maybe a few days later sometimes it like 7-8 days later from your last off day. Complain, complain and more complains.
Have to say, i still have doubts. Many doubts. Am i sure this is the life i want? I really dont know. I dont hate my job, but i dont really love my jobs too. Getting scolding by some people which i dont think fits to scold me really makes me feel damn irritated. What to do, all i do is swallow swallow and swallow. I guess this is what i should expect when you are working in a SERVICE profession.
Needs to relax. Always when i want to go out, its either i am too lazy to step out of the house or its because of other reasons.
Suddenly feel so emo. Dont know why, just thinking how to make life more interesting rather then work, work and work.
I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO TAIWAN, EUROPE, JAPAN, KOREA and the list goes on. Earn more money now. Then i will use the money and go to such places.
losing my grip. [6:40 PM]
Finally graduated on 11th May 2009. Its offical. Got my certificate and settled all the blah blah things. This also marks an end of my schooling days as of now. I will definately continue to study, its just when it is. The course is too be confirm. Labels: mixed
Was sitting down and thinking just now before i started to blog. Graduation, the start of a new chapter in life. What will be this new chapter be all about? Confused. A little lost right now even i do have a job right now. Did i make the right choice to step into the working society? Or did i make the wrong choice to not continue to study. Of course i have the course i want to study in mind, but i dont dare even try to apply. The chance of getting in is low. Its not that it is impossible but there is something i gotta do before applying. This is the thing which is stopping me. I really dont dare to go take it. Its really hard to pass. Shall consider. I have 1 year to consider isnt it. I may just go and do it since i am always doing things on the impluse.
Working life is fine. Just its so stressful. I never know the differents will be so big. Is really still trying to adapt to it. It a tiring because of the 1 rest day per week only and the shifts. I will adapt to it soon.
Cant wait for probation to end. I wanna take AL and go for a holiday. Now i know why working adults always need to take break and go travelling. There is really a need to go for frequent re-charging of battery. So from now on i will save to go for holiday. Anywhere i want to go, be it alone or with friends or family.
Will post graduation photos on facebook soon once i remember to bring my cable home.
losing my grip. [7:01 PM]
Some people just wont grow up and cant take comment. Maybe to me is such a small issue but to them its, such a big issue that they need to meet us and talk. Childish acts. Whatever it is sam, 加油, we will always be there to support you. Labels: why am i feeling emo?
Ok, i am back from china alr. The weather is damn cold there and its also very dry, so my sensitive face starts to peel again. See alr also heartache. Took not many pictures but is just too lazy to upload. Fell in china while climbing the mountain and my hand is very ugly now. :( I am jus so clumsy, gotta becareful in the future.
Registered with SNB ytd, seeing the word registered nurse may be feel like there is lots of responsibilty on my shoulder and the feeling is so weird. Cant i just be called a student nurse, i seriously dont mind. Lol. Wishful thinking. After studying this course for 3 years it feels like you work so hard for the pass 3 years its jus for this piece of paper, cant be considered a card because its jus so soft and weak looking. But it cost 100 bucks.
Collected staff card from NUH today. I didnt receive the email to go down collect lucky bidan let me know, if not monday i sure gong gong report at HR office instead of the correct venue. Starting work alr, its time to go back to working mode and not hoilday mood anymore.
losing my grip. [12:46 AM]
Heehee... I am blogging again. Nan de i blog so frequently. When i start blogging i feel hungry. Like super random. I wont eatt, coz i am going to slp soon. Since i start rotting at home i have neva slept before 1am, and i have neva woken up before 1100. Labels: counting down..
Can you imagine me waking up at 8am tml. I dont even think i can wake up la. Ting.. why mus wake up soooooo early. I wanna slp la. Whatever it is, tml i will be super sleepy for the whole day after i wake up, because i dont think i can fall asleep right now, coz i dont feel sleepy at all.
Si mian, is the worst thing that i can think off currently, i dont know why i cant fall asleep.
When out with the girls for suki sushi on sunday, i think after dont know how long i already feel damn damn full, and juan, joy and ting can continue eating like they digest their food immediately. Pei fu.
I am left with 2 weeks to enjoy,play, rot and do whatever thing i wanna do. After that, haha, if wan to attend anything must take OFF.... Working life is starting, dont know whether shld i look forward or detest it......
losing my grip. [12:03 AM]
Woohoo... I am at last blogging again. Labels: Continue to rot...
Having my holiday now. Everyday rot at home, if not is go out and spend money. Some more spore is not a very big country, so not many places to go. So out of boring-ness, i decide to re-do the blog skin. But, out of laziness, i decide not to blog on the day i change the skin.
I think i kill many vcds and shows during the holiday alr. I still got about 3 wk more to go before starting work. I shall continue to rot and slack.
Just brought my dear dog to the vet. He got skin infection and he spend 100 bucks. I dont rmb spending so much to see doc for myself. So he shall eat antibiotic, gotta do dressing and apply cream some more and follow-up in 2 wks time. Almost forget, he gotta wear the E-collar for 2 wks. Poor him.
losing my grip. [5:38 PM]
你是疯子吗？对我是一个疯子！！！ Labels: 大大加油啦！！！
Long time since last updated. Today somehow just got the urge to update abit. Actually i got alot of half rewriten post which i never have the intention of finish writing it. Coz the feel is not there anymore.
The long awaited PRCP has finally started. Haha.. CTICU. Hope i am coping well at the moment. Kind of still trying to get use to the environment now. Everything is just too different from the normal wards. Kind of miss the normal wards abit. But, anyway this place is a nice place to start with. Something new. Its the kind of challenging thing which i always wanted. Although i dont know after 14 weeks would i end up there, but this is kind of a different exprience to undergo. Over there is monitoring, monitoring and more monitoring. This is the kind of things which makes time pass fast. You will see how they intervent fast once any abnormalities. I like this kind of feeling but the future is full of unknowns you see. Maybe i may just leave nursing like that after the remaining 16 weeks of posting. Who knows right? Just dont feel like stepping into the working society yet. Imagine you are going to be working for the next half of your life? Wouldnt it be abit boring? See la, haven even start to work already so lazy alr.
Although i am enjoying myself currently, but i seriously cant wait for Feb the 19. I want to be free. I want to go anywhere i want to. I dont want this kind of lifeless life. I want to go for a holiday. Be it 1 month is the best. Haha... Crazy right? I want to do something crazy like bring 100 shopping bags home at one time and continue doing this for like continous 1 week. Then the next week try something different again. Maybe i need to be some rich man daughter or wife to do that. So for the moment is just some stupid ideas that i have.
Alright, off to bed. Work starts at 12 tomorrow. Need some sleep now.
losing my grip. [12:18 AM]
AHHH!!! My leg is soooo sour!!! 真的佷酸!!! Labels: sore legs...
Because attachment start alr. Too long neva
stand for like straight 8 hrs then walk here
and there than do like so many thing. Think
my leg will like break anytime alr. Really sit
on the chair then die also dont feel like standing
up. Also everyday without fail after work come
back the battery in my body like will die of
immediately. Want to slp so badly, so i will
slp before 12 everyday during attachement
period which is till next year. HAHA!!
Recently i dont know what has gotten into me
and i start to go abit crazy over this person
whose name is called 邱勝翊. LOL!!! But i
think wont long ba afterall i got no time
to watch tv so how can i continue to go
crazy over him when i dont even have the
time to follow his shows?
losing my grip. [12:24 AM]
Name:Penny Quek
Bdae:17.Dec 1989
School:Ngee Ann Poly (HSN)
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