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Saturday, January 07, 2006

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Although really i really have nthing to blog abt today but today because i hav been at home for the whole day doing nthing accept downloading different canto songs to hear but since when i started liking canto songs when i dun even know what is the song talking about. But listening to the songs seems to make me thing about the past. Time when i jus step into YISS and was like a new babe there till i joined PA and tried doing all sorts or thing to make sure i know what i am doing, until the year I was suppose to have my Os and faced alot of problems with my family and broke down and cried in the room late at nite so that no one would know till i finish the exam busy preparing for prom doing all the shopping and now settling down and really try to enjoy my so call break although i really hope to go back to sch now cause i miss all the laughter and the nagging of certain teachers. I really feel quite lost a the moment due to certain reasons. I really hope tat the dream i dreamt that would come true partcially of coz the good part and many many thing. It seems that trying to let go not chasing idols is abit hard but i wont definately try my best coz i really wan to get out of it. Thinking back on how i spend my money on 56 sometimes i really feel tat it is not worth doing so. If not for that i may have a certain amount of saving now. The urge of going overseas to study is getting strong but i have sort plan to do so if my parent is willing to pay for me only after i finish my poly because i tink i need to be more mature before doing this and going overseas after poly will make sure tat the course i am going to take will be abit more easier to handle for learning the basic first , and not starting with my mind blank. Results would be releasing soon really really pray hard that i can pass. Although i cannot say that i would be able to pass it with the mark i really wan but at least dun let the result be to disappointing because i may not be able to take it.

losing my grip. [1:12 AM]

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

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When to mum's office to help her out a bit.. Im lazy to blog today. Changed background music to canto song coz found tis song quite nice. The song belong to TVB's show called tian ya xia yi.

losing my grip. [8:29 PM]

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

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Okie i shall jus update for wat had been happening in the past 3 days..

30/12
Had prom nite on this day. At first not very excited but as time past the more im. Started doing every thing including make-up and my hair at 2+ close to 3. Meet yiling at jurong point before going to the saloon.I had my hair tied partially then the other part i pull it straight temp. Lucky for the make-up the auntie didnt put my eye blue coz i quite anti tat pattern but the others was alright.Then when home and change but was doing yiling's shoes coz she wanted to poke 1 more hole. So tired almost every sharp think in my rm and started poking at first was thumbtack then was something else i think until at last i spotted a campus on my table and it works. Heh. by the time we poked the hole it was 1 hr hav past. We quickly change into our gown and waited for my aunt to pick us. We was 1 of the earliest but not as early as juan. Waited for the others to arrived . After fang they all reach something damn bad happened. Peng's shoes spoil so me and hermione walked to melinia walk to buy shoes for with our high heel. My leg was like breaking already and i still hav to walk fast wat whern we brough the shoes back peng couldnt fit into it so i borrowed her my shoes and waited in the lobby bare while i wait for joy and ting to arrived and i ask hermione and sam to go into the ball room coz the dinner was starting. Shortly joy and ting arrived but peng was not back yet so i ask joy to go up first coz she is the prom queen while ting acompanied me.The food at the dinner was ok onli coz some food was nice but so suck. Fang was unlucky coz she was called up stage twice and she was damn paiseh.Linda was called up once too.Dinner ended at 11+ and i told mum to come pick me 30 min later coz i wanted to take some pix. Then i when for supper wif my parent and reach home around 1. Bath remove my make-up and pack up room i slpt at 3 in the morning and was called up at 9 in the morning how evil my young sis is. Those who want the prom nite pix can msn me lah.

31/12
Nthing happened much as i was at home almost the whole day coz im having a headache for the whole for not enough slp. But i kept having nap in the middle of the day and it was like not enough.Didnt really count down becoz before i discover it was 12 the time past already so i decided to go slp.

1/1
New year new day. Hope that i can be more sensible, get good result and can earn enough money to go oversea study coz tat i my wish all along.Pray hard hard. Highlighted my hair today copper but it looks like red to me. but other then tat everything was ok. Celebrated Pam's birthday coz her b'dae usually falls on the day school reopen so celebrated early. Bought her 3 books as her present which cost me 30+ dollar. Kids book is not tat cheap oso.

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Meeted up my long lost friend mother and sis at jp. But my tis friend didnt come coz she is in aust they migrated there when i was in pri 4. Heard a lot about her going into uni next yr although she is the same age as me and she is going to be studying as a lawyer. She is damn clever and hard working unlike me. Well hope to see her end of 2006 but when her mum show me her photo i cant really recongnise her wat a good friend im rite. But jus in case i lose contact wif her agian i hav email at last.

losing my grip. [12:25 AM]

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