Tml going chalet. Jus finish packing my bag and got a surpries frm yiling's mum. She brought all the stuff to my place at 9.30 p.m. So i got to bring the crayfish,hotdog and potato to the chalet tml. I got to look for a ice box to put all this things if not the cab uncle will kill us after we alight the cab. Frm jurong to pasir ris the ice would sure melt. Well ytd i so happy when IMM buy chalet food and manage to see star idol the Bryan and Leo. Got signature frm them, i swear this is the most thick-skin thing i have done in my life.
Leo 's signature . He spelled my name as Benny!!!! Then i tink sam told him is Penny not Benny. Then he anyhow draw the 'B' into 'P'.
Bryan's Signature. See he so good neva spell wrongly. Ta Shuai le!!!
After that faster go home. Coz got somewhere else to go. If not i sure stay to see chengxi..
Today is just a bad day for me and im to lazy to type it out.
losing my grip. [11:31 PM]
Suddenly one day i started thinking about the past again. This time not anything but my performance in school my result. What would happen if i really study that hard during my O lvl. Would my life be any better now or would it be the same or even worst? Is getting in into nursing that bad? Is getting 20 points that bad or is it not able to get into the course i wan the worst? I myself oso dun know. Hazi..... but now i reliease nursing is not that bad i feel that it is something quite meaningful. I am beginning to accept the fact........... But oso decided to appeal for facilities management in NP and SP in order to shut some ppl's mouth.Shan't name them. The onli bad in getting into nursing is that i cant purchase laptop. Well life is like that when u gain somethings it is bound that you would lose somethings. Chalet coming this Sunday but i wont be going down. I think i would be going down on the bbq night,shall see first. And i must officially say that i am going to give up something which had ocuppied me for the past 4 years. I am tired and doesnt want to carry on. I just cant bring myself to do such things anymore. I found something more important than this. Which is going to occpied myself for the next 3- 6 years if possible. I would promise myself to work hard towards my aim.
losing my grip. [2:30 PM]