Had training today and I dun know i go there for what. Although is say training for cai qing but the thing we learn there like got no link with cai qing. Oso neva practice on what we are suppose to do during cai qing at suntec. Teach us deng san and some useless tune, neva practice slping lion i doubt i still rmb how to play. But the attendant today was lousy until i dont know what to say.
Then later got free time ting when to learn her drumming of ha gan xi, then there was this guy name edmund which i dont like him frm the start over there act clever as if he is a pro over there talk here talk there making ting even more confuse then my anger came up and i told him off i said
me: you can keep quiet anot, you like tat say she more dun understand
him: who say she know de lor, last time i oso got teach her just u not around neva see
me: who say, she neva understand what you teaching la, only make her more confuse, you not
here she learn faster.
him: ok lor.. ( with a idiot face showing to me)
I really dont like him, always i talk to him got needle in my words de. After telling him off he walk away and ting really pick it up faster. So nxt time i will tell him, ting learning drum u better dun go near, coz without you she learn faster. I dont like ppl act clever de la, not say you cymbal very good or you drum pro. Not even qualify to teach la. Then after i told him off for the first time i rmb telling him off for the second time for what reason i cant rmb alr. But after tat i know he really open his eye until so big but i dont care also.
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Went IMM with my parent just now after dinner, went gaint to buy food home coz fridge and store rm empty alr. Then while pushing trolley i got scolded pig brain ( in hokkien) for no reason. I really dont know what i do, i neva block her way la, i was pushing the trolley through even before she stopped tat and wait, other ppl there so neva complain wonder she scold me for what. She said in hokkien what dont know how to let me pass first ah, pig brain (all the hokkien)
which i think she thout i dont understand but sadly i understand all, but i was abit shock when she say me so when she walk off i look back at her but she walk quite far away alr. Then i told my sis, she ask me why i neva say her back old lady, then i said i kana stunt haven recover so neva think wanna scold back.
What a crap day la , meeting such ppl. I HATE IT!! I hope tml will be a better day. going town wif the gals tml. Mus spent money again. I must officially delcare broke tml.
Why cant we speak right from our heart.
losing my grip. [11:23 PM]
My knee hurts, due to the continuous kneeling on mon. When to work at daiso with ting, joy, juan, sam and fang. Counted some toy looking stuff, plates, bowls, jar and chop stick. The chop stick counting really maybe feel like dying. I think i haven since so many chopstick in my life in one day, let alone counting it. I tink i used 3-4 hrs counting it. Imagine 4 big shelf of chop stick. I was surprise i continued counting it and not running away. One main reason i dun wanna count plates and bowls, so many, so heavy some more mus kneel down cannot sit on the floor. torture , then i cannot tahan. so counting chop stick oso my choice la, cannot blame.
When for spring cleaning on tue of the lion dance rm, u wont be able to imagine how dirty it was, i didnt do much at the store part la, i was at the club house, washing the floor, cleaning the wall. Me and zhi hui scrub the floor although it was dirty again after the painting. The club house would have fresher air in the future. Coz it is much much much more cleaner.But i when off early at 7+. frm wat i heard the cleaning lasted until 12. Means start at 12pm end at 12 am. WAHH!! 12 hrs of cleaning to clean up that 2 small places. I think clean my hus like faster. HAHA!!
Sat got training, i abit lazy la, sat is for me to slp!! still got training. Some more only me and ting, hopefully angie can go.
I thought you were my fairytale, my dream when I not sleeping
losing my grip. [11:59 PM]
losing my grip. [12:28 AM]
YAY!!! CELEBRATE!!! ATTACHMENT END ALR!!!
Okie i got a couple of things to be done after ending my attachment. First is to do the tag. 100 qns, going to kill me. Then some other things which i cannot rmb now.
Talking abt the end of attachment, i am so happy i dont nd to work anymore at last i can rest, but i think i will miss the staff nurses there. They are so nice except for 1 bloody assi nurse which i hate her so much. No i dun miss any doc there not even the handsome one. Coz i tink he can only be considered good looking but not very good looking. First eyes very but see second time is bu guo ru ci. I saw all the patients i took care of for the past 4 wks discharge healthy. Not considering those admitted today. Saw all types of ppl. Those super nice patient, some very demanding one, some love to wander one which u will have a hard time finding them, naggy ones, violent ones, quiet ones, neva be able to talk to him ones. Really really alot type of patients and family members. Although when they are discharge the only thing they can tell you is THANK YOU!! But you will still feel very very touch and contented, to see them go home safely.
I will definately miss the staff canteen cheap cheap and super nice food , going for break with vanessa although we may quarrel sometime due to my temper. Sorry hor. But she like never get angry one. Really gain and learn alot alot of things in this 4 wks although i always got to drag myself to the hospital almost everyday.
Now it time to enjoy my hoilday which i am waiting for. Nxt wed mus go back sch for some lion dance spring cleaning, then got training. Sun got some party at dun know whose hus. An 2 days ago i found out something which i was surprise. I actually watch the same show as my youngest sis, High School Musical but she knows the show better. Hardly we got the same topic to talk on abt shows. Coz she loves watching ang moh show but i watch more hong kong shows. Nice one la, i on the song she wont say its irritating anymore.
Let nature take course, dont force things on
losing my grip. [11:38 PM]
YAY!! Last wk of attachment looking forward to friday. So i cant slp like nobody bust nxt wk. Nd to rest alr after 1 whole month of lifeless life other then working. Tiring weekend coz i didnt have enough slp. Work on sat for replacement of my Mc. Neva work on sat in the hospital it crazy. So busy. Coz limited amount of staff.
Today when out to shop with mum, brought pants , shirt and dun know wat. Long time since i go shopping and go shopping with my mum. Coz i to lazy to wake up on sun to go shopping. for some reason i did it today. Happy!!! Tml mum's b'dae. Happy birthday mummy!!! So i tink i will have something nice to eat tml nite after work.
Got my result alr, not very satified with it. No As. Only module I feel happy is FON coz i fail it during common test and i dun bring high hopes on it but in the end i got a B+ this shows i shld have done well in exam paper. Maybe if i pass my common i may get a A. Shldnt be over confident at that time. New time table oso out alr. Looks ok except almost all my lesson starts at 8 everyday, means no slpin late alr. Except monday i start lesson at 4 in the afternoon.
AAP - D
PAS - D
NSL- C+
MIC- B
FON- B+
CNP- B+
GPA suck dun ask and i dun understand how they calculate oso. But i know alot effort nds to be put in to improve it. I wan my result slip to be nice nice nxt sems. I promise.
Never thought this way at all
losing my grip. [11:21 PM]
Mircale i am online at this time. Haha.. i quit sch alr? no la. I give my kind partner frm attachment pass virus. I am sick la. I wont quit sch.... Very sick. High fever of 39.1 lucky my brain neva kana burn off. Although dun nd go work today but i gotta replace on sat. Means i gotta work on sat. But nvm la at least i dun pass my germ to the patients unlike my partner go around passing it. Not to patient but to the student nurses still can come and ask me so many time u sick ah. So pissed.
Tml result out excited sia. Pray hard hard pass everything i dun tink i hav the energy to fail any coz nxt sems got 9 module. Going to kill me alr. Waiting for my maid to cook my porridge. She dun know how to cook. Cant communicatr with her. die la. Hope i wont get burn porridge. But i got teach her. Kind rite. Mus watch over fire for her.
Tml got lion dance hope i will get better tml. I dun wanna miss anymore. Last wk they dun know learn wat "han ga xi" or something sounds complicated.
Its all abt passion
losing my grip. [1:06 PM]
WAHH!!! I have re do 2 blog today in 4 hrs. Obvious for my la. I change my skin again!!! Since i got nthing to do and i decided to re activate my blog. Provided i have the patient and time to update. But it will definately be alive.
Now attachment period. Left last 2 wks. Enduring. Miss lion dance training this wk. Haiz... they learn new things, and i am still blur behind time. Nxt wk go back training sure die until very ugly.But my hand itchy, cant wait for training. 2 wks neva touch alr. Nxt wk im going to play till i shiok until hand drop down. Attachment quite fun, except some ppl spoil my mood. Do i look as if i am attach? Why see me always must ask attach right? Or got boyfriend ma? Must say here, no i am not attach i am still single and availble. For the whole of last wk everyday got ppl ask me. Friends and patient. cannot stand alr.
Today, slack whole day got nthing better to do so change blog skin then ting also decided to set up her new personnal blog so i have her edit her html codes. coz she dun know how. I took longer to do hers compare to my coz her code was much complicated and the person who design tat skin add some stupid thing here and there then i edit till mad. But nvm can pass time.
Tml sunday again, means monday is coming and going to start work again. Wish me good luck.
Tian wu bu san zhi yan xi
losing my grip. [3:08 AM]
Name:Penny Quek
Bdae:17.Dec 1989
School:Ngee Ann Poly (HSN)
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