Last day of the year... time to do some reflection.
This year no it's not wasted. Although it abit boring. Shall highlight some that come to my mind.
1. Begin a new phrase in my life, poly life. Started studying nursing. With endless grumble abt it. It a nice job but i know it doesnt suit me. Its so different from what i really want in life.
2.Strenghten bond with f7. Although unable to meet up with them as often as in sec sch. But somehow the bond got stronger and we seems to know each other even better. Got someone to be my dustbin when certain things cant be shared with my parents.
3.Also my parent gave me more freedom this year. Wosh... happy. Although it not that extreme until can reach home at 12am or not coming home for dinner as and when i like but compared to last year its much better.
4. I enjoyed lion dance. So cannot link alright. I dont know why i join in the first play after just receving a call from jiao lian. He call me coz i registered on this NP cca day but i somehow decided not to join and skip the first training. Then he called me and i join to give him face? But as time goes by, i tink it's quite interesting. Know quite a number of people through it also. They are fun to be with. Their craps and rubbish.
5. No more chasing of idols anymore and i save alot. But not saying that i am rich. I am just spending my money on more practical things like clothes and food. At least they are more worth the money.
Now after some reflection it time to look forward. New year means new resolution.
1. Study harder and concentrate. Realise that i have been too slack throughout this sems. Need to improve GPA to make it more presentable.
2. Treat my family better? Spend more time with them and go out lesser to spend lesser money
3. Get myself more motivated to do things and dont be so nuai? Dont do things like dont care dont care like that
4.I want to go for more hoilday!! Staying in spore abit too bored alr.
5.Learn to save money before it goes empty.
6.Get my driving license.
7. Sleep earlier and not in the morning 3, 4 am
8.Slim down... most important and not say but not do. I am not very determine in doing things la
9. Get all the above done
10. Shall keep it to myself. HAHA!!!
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When to jp today with ting. We are suppose to watch night at the musuem at 11.20 instead we didnt even catch the 1.50 one. We watch clottee web? i dont know how to spell. It not bad la, just i dont know how to xin shang. The back was nice meaningful. The front is abit dry for me. Overall i rate it 7/10.
After that when to do manicure. I think i choose the wrong colour. But nvm try something new. After that when home and continued my sat weekly routine. Tml shld be going out with mum again. Good thing. Dont nd spend own money. I spend too much this week. Sch starting next wk, time to keep the hoilday mood and prepare for the upcoming busy 1-2 month. JIA YOU!!!
losing my grip. [1:14 AM]
Firstly....
Hmm.... i think nowadays got serious lost of brain cell especially after reading somebody's blog. Dont understand it. I wanted to blog about certain things but i just can remember la. No i am not old, i just need to replish some brain cells.
I rotted throughout this week doing nothing except spend more and more money which i am going to delare broke sooner or later if i dun save abit. Remind myself abt the date today 30/12. 4 more days to sch reopen. What have i done? I completed my cmbio project wif lots of editing to do. getting nagging by project abt alot of things. Super fan!! Endless amount of email ant project. Not completing your FON journal which needs 600-700 work needed to be handed up on first day of sch with no excuses. Haven even started planning on how i wanna write.
What will happen when sch reopen? Rushing to complete all module's project which is like alot and only a few has started when u only have 4 wks. Plus exam stress and yes, lion dance up coming competition which most of us like know nuts abt it. No hoilday training at all compared to the prevous. which make me improve like alot. Now i tink you call me play chim abit i will fail. I can start imagine jianyi nagging alr when he sees us for the training. Best thing is competition is just 2 days before exam. How nice it would be. Spending your exam wk and busy study wk training for competition when we know its abit cmi. You know i know abt our progress is good enough.
New year coming i have alr know my new yr resolution, i will blog abt it on 31/12. Coz i am pretty sure i will do count down at home this year again. I made my new spect alr. After it broke that day, you cant imagine how suay u can be. It's a good thing when you dont trip w/o your spect outside of hus.
Okie, time to go sleep, meeting ting tml at 12 at jp. Haha!!! i am quite sure it would delay. coz we both learn to take our own sweet time.
losing my grip. [2:17 AM]
HAPPY BELATED CHIRSTMAS!!
HAPPY BOXING DAY!!
I should have blog ytd, but i spend my whole chirstmas chasing a korean show called My Girl. Damn nice i am so going to re-watch it, i hav the mood but wu li. Coz it time to start on project.
Tml going k box with F7. Fang zheng shi ma fan ni, coz of me hav to take the trouble to change the place. Zheng shi bu hao yi shi. HAHA.
Hmm... next show after My girl, i should find the time to watch Goong oso. Like so behind time. Sch going to reopen must faster watch finish within this 1 wk plus. If not no time alr. School start means end sems exam coming. STRESS!!! I will learn to relax.
My house stinks now coz undergoing painting. Although my mum say they using nippon paint odourless but still have lei. Then changing door oso. At last. I tink the door tearing down soon if still dont change. Changing light oso. Haha.. renovation means dust. Dust means cleaning up and packing things time. I will do it soon after they finish painting. Now my room is in a mess. Cannot be sees.
losing my grip. [10:42 PM]
After so many things i really learn a lesson. Neva ever judge a book by it's cover. No matter how nice it appear or treat you. He may seems to be telling you what trouble he is facing but in the fact behind his face his doing it for a motive. How nice of him saying so many things to you, in the end all he wanna do is to use you to test someone elses reaction on that matter. What the hell, what do you treat me as. But its not worth being angry over such people. It just tell me how useless and lousy a guy can be. LOL!!
Ytd went for training and it freaking waste my precious time. Coz the store key break into half while struggling to open the door. In the end we sat outside then store and say story which make me realise alot of thing.
Hoilday alr, means rotting at home and getting fatter. Coz keep sitting in front of the comp. LOL!! But still got assignment to complete. Sian... i have even think of anything to write. 600-700 words journal of attachment. This attachment i really is numb.
losing my grip. [11:07 AM]
December wonderful month, my favourite month this year got many many reason.
1. It's my b'dae month
2. I dont need to be middle lady anymore, things are settled!
3. Life is getting much much better
4. Got hoilday means can go more shopping but spend more money
5. Attachment over
6. Quite satified common test result
7. More rest time
and many many more la.
Its so hard to read their mind. Dont even know what they want. Can say this also can say that. Dont even know which is true. If i am the one facing this most probably that person will get a slap from me in the end. Haha.. dont see us easy to bully ok!!
Went town ytd and today, wah.. the people there is horrible. Got so many la. But super funny. Watch de javu ytd, nice show i think I nd to watch that show again coz i dont really understand the story due t0 zhou gong hoping to see me. Haha.. hope your understand huh. I not sure i miss how much of the show la. Before that went ding tai feng for lunch. The xiao long bao i still prefer crystal jabe de but there oso not bad la.
Then today when town with mum to shop for gown got event coming up. I try so many la, but in the end neva even buy1 . Reason wear le is nice but too short. Then look so weird. I saw some tall amg moh wearing the same dress. i try then it make me look so short. I must find a way to grow taller. If not wear clothes not nice.
Argh.. ghost white, dont know why take out le like that.
LOL!!! Song and kelly de dress, nice yet ex. Give up!!!
losing my grip. [6:29 PM]
Life is just so dramatic... I just dont know how to explain. Well, rot at home for the whole day today, afterall i woke up quite late today. 1+.. coz i slept at 5.30 last nite, for a reason. Well i didnt expect myself doing such things in the first place. Feel so weird. Tml i wanna go shopping again, just feel like spending money, but as for whr haven decide yet.
Monday attachment alr, 2 wks hope it past super fast, so i can have my long waited hoilday.
But i still have to go back to school after work if i can make it for lion dance, going to have a competition soon. No pressure please, or else i will my flooded and drowned with it. Okie, i cant thing of anything else to crap. Shall post some photo then.
Can see 2 rainbow? One is pretty obvious but another is quite light, but if you see properly there will be 2. Special right, i never see it before. But shortly after it disappear later, it rain super heavily.
I am not sure this is from what angle la, cant rmb alr. But i think this part the second rainbow disappear alr.
Obviously taken before training, with ting , juan and joy.
losing my grip. [9:48 PM]