Friday, January 19, 2007
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If you tried but fail, then maybe its better for you to give up? Dont know why this sentence just flash across my mind suddenly. I am rathered easily irritated nowadays. And its for no reason. Stress? or wat? All i know is thats is tonnes and tonnes of presentation and assignment to be completed nxt wk. I dont know how to start. So stuck. I am physically and mentally so tired. Just have no time to thing abt so many things.
Exam coming, i nd time to start preparing. But see what have i done now? Nthing. Is totally nthing. I hate last min, but it seems i have to do that. Presentation, proposal, up coming practical test and many many more. Exam, wait till it all ends. Cant wait for hoilday, i nd a good rest.
I though, is nursing really suitable? This decision the one i made i choose it myself, but in the end it turns out to be the 1 i regretted the most. LOL!! Life is just so ironic. I dont understand alot of things. But i know no matter what i gotta finish this course, coz it my choice, shld be responsible for it. If not waste my parent's money, alr spend so much money and energy on it. Now give up not worth. I gotta persude myself with this sentence for another 2 yrs. No more complain. ( i will try)
I am extremely tired, not enough slp, it has been a long time since i last time just dose off right after i lie on my bed. Ytd, was tired enough. lion dance dian jing in sch in the morning and cai qing at a temple at nite. Reach home 11, bathe check mail, eat dinner blow hair dry and boo, slping like a log.
losing my grip. [11:33 AM]
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Monday, January 15, 2007
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Happy Belated 54min Brithday to my sister. I must be crazy to agree on sharing the pig with peggy for you. Imagine i will never spend that amount of money on myself for that. LOL!!!
ARGH!!! I wonder how am i going to survive through is 3 wks. It like so so so busy and stressful. Exam coming means term going to end. Means all presentation and projects are due alr. Its going to be squeeze in this 3 wk. Actually is 2. Coz this wk only got 1 presentation then no assignment is due. But the following wk is hell la. Dont know how many presentation and assignment is due. Then the following wk abit lose but still tight. Then exam. I haven even start studying la. I need to start studying to maintain my result and improve my damn GpA.
After exam means hoilday starts, then new yr. After resting for 1 month means 1 month attachment in NUH again. 15 got K box with F7. I am so tired and stress la. Dont even have the time to slp. Plus lion dance got quite a number of performance coming up. BUSY!! Time to relax before i drop more hair.
I rebonded my hair again. But i change a hair style. Short frige. Since when was the last time i keep that.
This wk's plan
Mon- NR project meeting at 2pm
- Lion dance training at 6pm
Tue-NR presentation (15%)
Wed- Make up NSL lesson
Thurs- lion dance performance and chu shi
Fri-Make up NSL lesson
Hmm... more coming i guess. Got alot project to settle. Faster finish then i can study for exam.
losing my grip. [12:35 AM]
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
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Hmm... when out today and ytd, then i found out that CNY mood seems to be filling slowly, but i totally have no feeling that its 2007 alr. Like living in 2007 is so unrealistis. Dont even have any new year mood. Feel so weird.
I made one sentence that day. I tink ting know.
The sentence is:
The day ting's lappy is discharge from the hospital is the day my hp is admitted.
Yes.. my k800i is admitted into the hospital due to defecttive camera and need of software upgrade, it will only be discharge on tue after 3pm. But i dont think i will get it back on tue. Tue is call super busy day. Most prob i will go on wed. During the 3hrs break. If i bother to do so la. Now holding 6230. I totally bu xi guan. So i will cut down the use of hp during this few days before i get my k800 back.
This week got many many presentation, project to start, quiz and test. Counting down left with not much time before the term end. Which mean got many many project due date is coming nearer. I onli started with less then 50% of the total amount i have. Must buck up alr.
Recently i just change my spect. For those who saw will see la. Then i got this classmate who said that i look like emma from scoobe doo. Is it that bad? Then ytd, i rebonded my hair and cut my frige short, then my sis say i look even more like her. I dont know shld i laugh or wat. Look like cartoon character. LOL!! But for sure i quite like my spect. Something diff from what i usually wear. The frame oso very special. Unique ba.
Sat when JP with ting for lunch oso. Then ate yu bian mi fen, after that when shopping, i think i cannot go shopping with ting. HAHA!! I will spend like super alot of money. Sub-consiously i will just spend and spend, oso dont know spend on what. Must earn money alr. Hmm... can consider working at clinic. More practical.
losing my grip. [11:38 PM]
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