Everyone have have a dream, whats is yours?

Monday, July 30, 2007

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DAMN HELL!!!!

Today for some reason, no matter where i walk, people keep knocking into me. Then is those damn hard knock. Then they have the face to just walk off and not even say sorry. If i am in a damn bad mood just now, i will walk over and scold alr.Not i didnt la. I only stunt there onli

At last, NR presentation is over, still need to edit some slide before sending to my teacher.

I will close my eye and just bang into the wall from today towards. I know nothing from now on.

Labels: bang me again, dont fall into the drain.

losing my grip. [10:53 PM]

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I HATE NURSING RESEARCH!!! I KNOW NUTS ABOUT IT!

After all the struggles, at last i finish doing my slides 30 min ago and started talking to ms foo tze ting to destress. She really can make me destress. Of coz not forget sam. Her daren sutra got alp me destress also. Coz she insisted tat daren is bigger then pang an bang. Thus, mediacorp dont hav the right to cut away 1 song of her daren and let pang an bang sing 2 songs. Then of coz i started suanning her again. I love suan ning sam abt daren. Dont angry ah sam. I playing onli. I let u suan me abt zdl ok.

Ms ting haha, i cant blog much abt what is between our conver. Later opps, i let somethings which is not suppose to be said out of the bag. Its between us. She never fail to help me destress. Thanks la ms foo. See, you are thanks in my blog. Honour right. You got special previlge de lei.

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Maybe it just the lack of understanding between us that led to the situation now. I was angry but yet not sad. I want to know the reason but i failed to find out. I just dont hav the time to do so at this moment. Projects, test and exam are much more impt for me now.

Maybe its just that everyone hav different ways of seeing things. Sometimes, put yourself in other people shoes. Everyone hav their own things and put things at different priority, not putting something first does not mean its not impt.

Labels: learning to be more mature is hard.

losing my grip. [1:24 AM]

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

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Many things seems nice on the surface but actually behind it, there is so many many problem.

Like for 1 instant, lion dance.
For a period of time i didnt attend training, and i thout nthing was wrong.
Since last wk, i tried to devote myself to attending training weekly. Then problems seems to appear from ytd.

We got ranting from the 2 seniors ytd abt the same old topic. Our attitude and not appreciating what they did for us.Not putting ourselves into their shoes, not putting in enough effort for the competition which is saying someone la. But i haven figure out who is that person yet. They said alot more things la. But i can hardly remember. Memory full.

What they say actually pissed some of us off, but we didnt comment much coz everyone wants to go home and we dont wanna let the yr 1 stay and hear them talk but its none of their business la.

Apparently, among those who was piss, this person who i really CLAP for email the 2 of them. The content is WOW WOW WOW!!! I got a shock. So there is urgent meeting by the 2 of them today again. This time, interesting thing happen. After the 2 of them read the email, they got so pissed off, and decided to leave the club to the commitee to handle for 2 months and they will not bother. In the email i got to agree some things of wat the person say to the 2 of them is rather true. But they just push the blame back to us.

This wat i am super not happy with. You throw the club to us without passing down anything. The money they spend and not claim from the sch yet. so now the club fund is 0, and i mean ZERO. So many things on hand they keep nds money yet we hav nthing now. Looks like to depend on them we got to depend on ourselves. Maybe the start is hard, but i think persevance will show result one day.

This is somehow some enlightenment i got today.

Labels: its different., Put yourself in someone's shoes

losing my grip. [11:17 PM]

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

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This week quite interesting towards the weekend. From friday onwards ba i think.

20/7

I was suppose to go for lunch with sam at canteen1. As i was eating my kaki fuyong set, sam's friend told here, SAM!!! DAREN AT SIM!!!

Then our dear sam cannot eat alr, ask me faster eat then rush to SIM to see her husband. LOL!! I can hear sam cursing. Then reach there neva see him she looks quite disappointed. Then suddenly, someone with white hair appear behind her in front of me, i say sam, nei.. come alr, then she happy liao.

Then she paiseh to see him, walk out of the food court. We watch him at the corner outside the food court, somehow he manage to see sam and wave to her. Then sam face turn RED. Sam i understand your happiness. LOL!!

But their main motive is to shot xiao hua xiao cao. Fiona xie, desmond koh and ben yang was there also.

i think she looking at my cam right?

the grass and flower is crown!

the 3 host and 1 guest

21/7

the long awaited release of the last book of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow. Meet ting at 9+ to go town and buy, shop ard awhile and go back to sch for chu shi praying for the competition. Raining, is the worse thing that can happen when chu shi.

I am very engross in reading harry potter, after finish blogging i will start reading again.

22/7

finally today is competition day, after some times of training. Despite some unwanted things happen, but i tink for the first time they did quite well. Next yr we will try again. JIA YOU!

i dont know whose head it is

Then i also cut my finger today, got spint stuck in my finger and i neva notice until i thout my hand is dirty and find out that i cant get the stain off and felt the pain like at last. Then i dig the spint out despite the pain. Then it hurts!!

saw the black mark? the spint!!

after i took out the spint.

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losing my grip. [11:09 PM]

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

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WOSH!!! i watch Harry Potter movie twice already. Not that its very nice, quite disappointed. Big big differents from the book. But first i when to watch wif sisters on fri, then my family on sat.

Enjoyed the movie as in have company of the sisters. For at last all the 7 appears and none was late la. Mircales do happen sometimes.

Than we when for dinner, and crap so much thing. Hospital expriences, i think everyone hearing was laughing like mad. Then i like so mei you xing xiang. Nvm la. With some people you can just let go of ur image and just go mad, but some you cant show your real self. Must put on a mask, thats the different between sisters and friends i guess. Friends as in really normal and you dont know them really them well.

Sisters can read each other minds. Like I can read fang's mind. HAHA!!! fang, becareful orh, dont let me discover ur secrets.

Then after dinner photo time. Again we make alot of noise under rod's block. Hope people will see us as normal people and not just release from IMH.

Linda laughed the most during the photo taking

Still laughing, see how happy she is.

At last so try to hold abit and take the photo facing the cam

Labels: Happiness is sometime so simple.

losing my grip. [1:36 AM]

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

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HOW DUMB CAN SOMEONE BE!!!!

Let me tell you, its to let the car door slam right onto your finger.
Yes, it happened on me. Now my third finger hurts like no one business. I cant type fast cause if i were to hit the keyboard hard, i think my finger will drop out.

NO!! I AM NOT GOING FOR TRAINING THIS WEEK!!!

I am quite sick of training after attenting the last session. Its a total waste of my precious time. Still having to end up reaching home at 9+. Its SIAN!!! xxxxxxxxx 10000. Got project to start keep myself busy also.

Enjoyed K box last sunday. At last get to see the 4/6 of F7 excluding myself of course. Looking forward for next gathering. Prawning is it??? Thats what i hear from fang.

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losing my grip. [11:53 PM]

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

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At last blogger finish loading. Wonder is my internet problem or wat. Go wat pg oso take long time to load.

There is something wrong wif my internet today actually. I dont how my dear sis use until the whole internet wireless connection in my hus was down for the whole afternoon today. Just manage to fix it 4 hrs ago. I dont know how i manage to rot so long online. I wasnt visiting any web pg to hang me there for the pass 4 hrs. I know i hear zhang dong liang album for the third time alr. To be exact the forth time today coz i got hear this afternoon. I must be crazy, not over him but my brain can actually except the same 12 being played 4 times over 24 hrs. Mus pei fu my brain.

Hoilday past 1 wk alr. so damn fast. I dont think i am relaxing. still got things to worry abt. Like porject toture going to start this coming tues. Stress coming alr. Project coordination is a tough job. But mus endure. Lucky 90% of grp mates are productive. If not i sure go crazy. Dont test my patience on project. If u dont work i make sure i nail u to the wall. And i mean it.

Tml going k with the five/seven gals. qiure 5 la. If nthin goes wrong shld be 5 if not is 4 la. meeting 1.30 at town. Hope i wont be late. This seriously depends on if i am willing to leave my dear bed.

I dont know wat i am blogging for now, maybe just to pass time.

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losing my grip. [1:58 AM]

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