Friday, October 31, 2008
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你是疯子吗？对我是一个疯子！！！
Long time since last updated. Today somehow just got the urge to update abit. Actually i got alot of half rewriten post which i never have the intention of finish writing it. Coz the feel is not there anymore.
The long awaited PRCP has finally started. Haha.. CTICU. Hope i am coping well at the moment. Kind of still trying to get use to the environment now. Everything is just too different from the normal wards. Kind of miss the normal wards abit. But, anyway this place is a nice place to start with. Something new. Its the kind of challenging thing which i always wanted. Although i dont know after 14 weeks would i end up there, but this is kind of a different exprience to undergo. Over there is monitoring, monitoring and more monitoring. This is the kind of things which makes time pass fast. You will see how they intervent fast once any abnormalities. I like this kind of feeling but the future is full of unknowns you see. Maybe i may just leave nursing like that after the remaining 16 weeks of posting. Who knows right? Just dont feel like stepping into the working society yet. Imagine you are going to be working for the next half of your life? Wouldnt it be abit boring? See la, haven even start to work already so lazy alr.
Although i am enjoying myself currently, but i seriously cant wait for Feb the 19. I want to be free. I want to go anywhere i want to. I dont want this kind of lifeless life. I want to go for a holiday. Be it 1 month is the best. Haha... Crazy right? I want to do something crazy like bring 100 shopping bags home at one time and continue doing this for like continous 1 week. Then the next week try something different again. Maybe i need to be some rich man daughter or wife to do that. So for the moment is just some stupid ideas that i have.
Alright, off to bed. Work starts at 12 tomorrow. Need some sleep now.Labels: 大大加油啦！！！
losing my grip. [12:18 AM]
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