Friday, June 19, 2009
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Home alone. Everyone at home has gone to Genting. Although its like AGAIN!?!?! kind of thing, but i think its just a form of relaxation.
Have been working my head off for the past 2 months and its gonna be 3 months soon. Working life especially as a nurse takes of all your social life. When people have standard off days on sat ans sun, i may be working. Sometimes i dont even know which day of the week it is. All i know is the next day what shift i am. When its off day, then ok sleep at home, rest, then next day work till you dont know when is your next off day, maybe a few days later sometimes it like 7-8 days later from your last off day. Complain, complain and more complains.
Have to say, i still have doubts. Many doubts. Am i sure this is the life i want? I really dont know. I dont hate my job, but i dont really love my jobs too. Getting scolding by some people which i dont think fits to scold me really makes me feel damn irritated. What to do, all i do is swallow swallow and swallow. I guess this is what i should expect when you are working in a SERVICE profession.
Needs to relax. Always when i want to go out, its either i am too lazy to step out of the house or its because of other reasons.
Suddenly feel so emo. Dont know why, just thinking how to make life more interesting rather then work, work and work.
I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO TAIWAN, EUROPE, JAPAN, KOREA and the list goes on. Earn more money now. Then i will use the money and go to such places.Labels: i think i am mad.
losing my grip. [6:40 PM]
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