Every one have a dream , whats is yours??

2009-06-19T18:40:00.002+08:00

Home alone. Everyone at home has gone to Genting. Although its like AGAIN!?!?! kind of thing, but i think its just a form of relaxation.

Have been working my head off for the past 2 months and its gonna be 3 months soon. Working life especially as a nurse takes of all your social life. When people have standard off days on sat ans sun, i may be working. Sometimes i dont even know which day of the week it is. All i know is the next day what shift i am. When its off day, then ok sleep at home, rest, then next day work till you dont know when is your next off day, maybe a few days later sometimes it like 7-8 days later from your last off day. Complain, complain and more complains.

Have to say, i still have doubts. Many doubts. Am i sure this is the life i want? I really dont know. I dont hate my job, but i dont really love my jobs too. Getting scolding by some people which i dont think fits to scold me really makes me feel damn irritated. What to do, all i do is swallow swallow and swallow. I guess this is what i should expect when you are working in a SERVICE profession.

Needs to relax. Always when i want to go out, its either i am too lazy to step out of the house or its because of other reasons.

Suddenly feel so emo. Dont know why, just thinking how to make life more interesting rather then work, work and work.

I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO TAIWAN, EUROPE, JAPAN, KOREA and the list goes on. Earn more money now. Then i will use the money and go to such places.

2009-05-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

Finally graduated on 11th May 2009. Its offical. Got my certificate and settled all the blah blah things. This also marks an end of my schooling days as of now. I will definately continue to study, its just when it is. The course is too be confirm.

Was sitting down and thinking just now before i started to blog. Graduation, the start of a new chapter in life. What will be this new chapter be all about? Confused. A little lost right now even i do have a job right now. Did i make the right choice to step into the working society? Or did i make the wrong choice to not continue to study. Of course i have the course i want to study in mind, but i dont dare even try to apply. The chance of getting in is low. Its not that it is impossible but there is something i gotta do before applying. This is the thing which is stopping me. I really dont dare to go take it. Its really hard to pass. Shall consider. I have 1 year to consider isnt it. I may just go and do it since i am always doing things on the impluse.

Working life is fine. Just its so stressful. I never know the differents will be so big. Is really still trying to adapt to it. It a tiring because of the 1 rest day per week only and the shifts. I will adapt to it soon.

Cant wait for probation to end. I wanna take AL and go for a holiday. Now i know why working adults always need to take break and go travelling. There is really a need to go for frequent re-charging of battery. So from now on i will save to go for holiday. Anywhere i want to go, be it alone or with friends or family.

Will post graduation photos on facebook soon once i remember to bring my cable home.

2009-04-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

Some people just wont grow up and cant take comment. Maybe to me is such a small issue but to them its, such a big issue that they need to meet us and talk. Childish acts. Whatever it is sam, 加油, we will always be there to support you.

Ok, i am back from china alr. The weather is damn cold there and its also very dry, so my sensitive face starts to peel again. See alr also heartache. Took not many pictures but is just too lazy to upload. Fell in china while climbing the mountain and my hand is very ugly now. :( I am jus so clumsy, gotta becareful in the future.

Registered with SNB ytd, seeing the word registered nurse may be feel like there is lots of responsibilty on my shoulder and the feeling is so weird. Cant i just be called a student nurse, i seriously dont mind. Lol. Wishful thinking. After studying this course for 3 years it feels like you work so hard for the pass 3 years its jus for this piece of paper, cant be considered a card because its jus so soft and weak looking. But it cost 100 bucks.

Collected staff card from NUH today. I didnt receive the email to go down collect lucky bidan let me know, if not monday i sure gong gong report at HR office instead of the correct venue. Starting work alr, its time to go back to working mode and not hoilday mood anymore.

2009-03-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

Heehee... I am blogging again. Nan de i blog so frequently. When i start blogging i feel hungry. Like super random. I wont eatt, coz i am going to slp soon. Since i start rotting at home i have neva slept before 1am, and i have neva woken up before 1100.

Can you imagine me waking up at 8am tml. I dont even think i can wake up la. Ting.. why mus wake up soooooo early. I wanna slp la. Whatever it is, tml i will be super sleepy for the whole day after i wake up, because i dont think i can fall asleep right now, coz i dont feel sleepy at all.

Si mian, is the worst thing that i can think off currently, i dont know why i cant fall asleep.

When out with the girls for suki sushi on sunday, i think after dont know how long i already feel damn damn full, and juan, joy and ting can continue eating like they digest their food immediately. Pei fu.

I am left with 2 weeks to enjoy,play, rot and do whatever thing i wanna do. After that, haha, if wan to attend anything must take OFF.... Working life is starting, dont know whether shld i look forward or detest it......

2009-03-16T17:38:00.002+08:00

Woohoo... I am at last blogging again.

Having my holiday now. Everyday rot at home, if not is go out and spend money. Some more spore is not a very big country, so not many places to go. So out of boring-ness, i decide to re-do the blog skin. But, out of laziness, i decide not to blog on the day i change the skin.

I think i kill many vcds and shows during the holiday alr. I still got about 3 wk more to go before starting work. I shall continue to rot and slack.

Just brought my dear dog to the vet. He got skin infection and he spend 100 bucks. I dont rmb spending so much to see doc for myself. So he shall eat antibiotic, gotta do dressing and apply cream some more and follow-up in 2 wks time. Almost forget, he gotta wear the E-collar for 2 wks. Poor him.

2008-10-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

你是疯子吗？对我是一个疯子！！！

Long time since last updated. Today somehow just got the urge to update abit. Actually i got alot of half rewriten post which i never have the intention of finish writing it. Coz the feel is not there anymore.

The long awaited PRCP has finally started. Haha.. CTICU. Hope i am coping well at the moment. Kind of still trying to get use to the environment now. Everything is just too different from the normal wards. Kind of miss the normal wards abit. But, anyway this place is a nice place to start with. Something new. Its the kind of challenging thing which i always wanted. Although i dont know after 14 weeks would i end up there, but this is kind of a different exprience to undergo. Over there is monitoring, monitoring and more monitoring. This is the kind of things which makes time pass fast. You will see how they intervent fast once any abnormalities. I like this kind of feeling but the future is full of unknowns you see. Maybe i may just leave nursing like that after the remaining 16 weeks of posting. Who knows right? Just dont feel like stepping into the working society yet. Imagine you are going to be working for the next half of your life? Wouldnt it be abit boring? See la, haven even start to work already so lazy alr.

Although i am enjoying myself currently, but i seriously cant wait for Feb the 19. I want to be free. I want to go anywhere i want to. I dont want this kind of lifeless life. I want to go for a holiday. Be it 1 month is the best. Haha... Crazy right? I want to do something crazy like bring 100 shopping bags home at one time and continue doing this for like continous 1 week. Then the next week try something different again. Maybe i need to be some rich man daughter or wife to do that. So for the moment is just some stupid ideas that i have.

Alright, off to bed. Work starts at 12 tomorrow. Need some sleep now.

2008-08-31T00:24:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!! My leg is soooo sour!!! 真的佷酸!!!
Because attachment start alr. Too long neva
stand for like straight 8 hrs then walk here
and there than do like so many thing. Think
my leg will like break anytime alr. Really sit
on the chair then die also dont feel like standing
up. Also everyday without fail after work come
back the battery in my body like will die of
immediately. Want to slp so badly, so i will
slp before 12 everyday during attachement
period which is till next year. HAHA!!

Recently i dont know what has gotten into me
and i start to go abit crazy over this person
whose name is called 邱勝翊. LOL!!! But i
think wont long ba afterall i got no time
to watch tv so how can i continue to go
crazy over him when i dont even have the
time to follow his shows?

2008-08-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

Projects all done. No more projects for the next 6 months or longer as long as i decide not to study. But i wonder how long would be before i am flooded with project agains.

Now left with the last 2 papers i have. NS 5 and NURM. NURM should be ok but i dont know how to start studying for ns5. Seems to know certain things but yet seems to not know certain things. -shake head- Worst thing, ns5 is the first paper, this coming fri.

Attachment for 6 months. PRCP posting not out yet. Still waiting. But leave it to god to decide on which ward i would go to.

Hmm... now about the beijing olympics. Some how i think that singapore do have a high chance hav getting a medal this time. Although i may not be gold but i think a bronze may be good enough. At least a form of encouragement for team singapore. No matter wat i think they hav put enough effort for the last few year. Wish them good luck ba.

2008-08-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH!!!!! Cannot alr, need to 发泄 already.

Never do project until will get headache before. Is because i dont know what i doing or do the problem lies with my groupmates having the dont care attitude. Cannot blame them also. They got do but somehow what they do all piss me off. Maybe is the project stress.

But seriously, if you wan to do proj, please do things properly, dont do half not finish job and throw to me. I hate doing all this things. Waste of my time.

I think no one will know what i am typing probably ting will know. The more i think of it the more pei chei i get. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I never have the feeling of hating to study before But this proj seems to ask me to stop studying for the moment. My brain is going to go on strike soon. Its blocking everything.

2008-07-16T20:59:00.006+08:00

I PASS MY DRIVING TP ALREADY!!!

I CAN DRIVE!!!!

2008-07-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

生在福中不知福.

Title for the day. Such things neva come across my mind until I have actually met it. What seems easy to achieve for me seems hard for others.

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I work the way i want to work. I will not bother what others think. This is my life. I will live it the way i want it to me.

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Problems which i cant get an ans from it, i will wait till god gives me the answer.Its a bet. Although it seems stupid but i really can make a decision out of it. When human cant make the decision lets let nature take place.

2008-07-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

Die la. TP coming and my driving is going from ok till bad till worse.
I think i just cannot relax when driving. Like tat on test day bu shi die.
Mus try to relax.

Whatever, i when to the Singapore Flyer today. Took the flyer as well.
Interesting 30 min ride. But it was damn slow slow slow. No feel at all.
They should set the speed a little bit more faster.

Ciao...

2008-06-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

ZHENG DE HEN FAN!!!!

Aiya, dun know how too say.

Fan because of alot of thing. 1 of the assignment force and made me think of the future. Thinking of future is very fan because in front of me is like so many different path and dont know which too take.

Fan because i got never end amount of project to rush. I got presentation almost every week i think.

Fan because of a dream which will never come true.

Fan because TP is coming and i haven even go in circuit.

Fan because i got not enough time to sleep.

Fan because sunday is gone and next sun is still 7 days away.

Fan because i cant wait to end studying life in poly because i really dont really enjoy it.

Stupid thing to fan but i really very fan. Need to let out the fan-ness in me.

2008-04-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

Going home tml. LOL!!! What a blog, only updated at the start and end of the trip. Is not i dont want to blog, is just that my angel and devil inside me is stopping me. So of coz the devil wins. I am just too lazy to do it. The connection here is also damn lousy. If i were to upload pictures, i think it will take forever. I SERIOUSLY promise i will update once i am back home.

But at the moment i am happy i have finish packing my stuff. It took me less then an hour to do that. Super fast right. The bus will be coming to pick me up to the airport at 4:50 am aust time. Imagine what time it is in spore. 2:50 am. I bet some of ur are not even in bed. F.Y.I my flight only depart brisbane airport at 9:30am although i gotta check in at the airport by 7:30am, i dont think the trip from gold coast to brisbane airport needs 2 1/2 hour. At most only 1 hour. Which means i am going to rot at the airport later.

School starting on monday, looking forward to it. Last year. Goodness, how time fly, it is just like ytd when i say good bye to YISS. Then now its coming to an end of poly life. Not fun at all. I seriously still enjoy sec sch life. I will always rmb we girls sitting in the canteen and gossiping about dont know what stuff. Blah Blah....

Alright off to shower then too bed.

Cya back in SINGAPORE!!!!

2008-03-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

Greetings from gold coast.

I have safely arrived here for the fourth day alr. It means 18 days before i go back to spore. It seems like i still have a long way to go.

Still adapting blah blah blah. May complains but where my dustbin? Miss Foo are you out there??

Starting to miss home. Now i know how good is it to have a maid and have nice bed. Over here i wanna talk somethings out also hard. Dont know if ppl can be trusted. HAHA!!!

I am going to seaworld tml. But i am not looking forward. I think if they are going to the other worlds i may not be going. Rather save the money and spend on shopping. Here having crazy sale.

I want freedom and not having to listen to what ppl wan to do. I am so going to do things my way. I am not scare of you. Face black for all i care. I do things my way and you do things yours.

2008-03-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

Alright, tml morning the journey to gold coast will embark. Almost done with packing left little things here and there, coz this things can onli be inside the bag after tml morning's wash up.

Lol. Suddenly have the bu she de feeling.

I am so going to miss

spore food
my bed
my dog
someone cleaning my room for me
my mum's cooking

the list will go on.

Pray hard everything will go smoothly there, i will post photo and blog from there as frequent as possible.

Off to sleep!!

2008-03-15T18:26:00.004+08:00

Is sick and feeling so terrible.

Monday still gotta work. Hope i will be well bt then. Why cant i dont get sick for once during attachment. This time i sore throat and flu and cough. I think i got URTI.

Exam result is out. Quite satisfied. At last meet the GPA i desire for. But still rooms for improvement. Now last sems of poly life whether where to go will depend on my coming result. Must Jia You!

Flying of to Gold Coast next wk sunday. Sian its morning flight, gotta wake up early. Will be back only in 3 weeks time. I haven start packing anything. Shall see when i feel like packing then start ba. LOL!!

Ok last week of attachment. YES!!! Happy!

2008-02-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TZE TING!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

MISS FOO!!! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

2008-01-31T19:25:00.000+08:00

YES!!! Basic Thery PASS!!!

Final Theory on the 11/2.

Hope I can practice abit before flying off.

2008-01-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today i kinda made a decision for my life. I think i shall work hard for my goal and stop floating around cause, at this age, graduating in another 1 years i cannot have no aim in my life. I got to know wat i wan.

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Projects 60% done. Now i can sleep as much as i want for tml alr. I am in serious deprivment of sleep. Exam is coming in 3 wk time. Time to wake up coz the final lap of poly life is coming. Year 3, its time to know what i am doing. Its time to decide what you want in life. Its no more of playing anymore. Its time for serious thinking. To decide for my own future, it means extreme good result for the end of year 2 sems 2. I dont know if i can do it, but i just gotta do it.

This 2 days was open house day. I dont know how many times i am walking up and down from nursing blk alr. So damn damn tired. Lucky enough sleep today. My fone rang for sometimes but i didnt hear. Shiok. Long time neva sleep until so shiok alr.
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Basic theory is coming. 28/1. Manage to book a earlier slot just now.It was suppose to be on the 12/2. But, heng heng me, i saw the earlier one. Means i got chance to finish my final theory before i fly to australia alr. Haha.. so happy.

Australia OAEP is cfm. Will be going to gold coast for 3 wk. From 24/3 till 11/4. Hope will be a nice one coz, very ex. Better enjoy myself there. First time going oversea alone without my family. Only with friend.

But there is alot of things to prepare. Flight, lodging, transportation, whr is the campus. Too much things to be worrying about alr. But i shall worry about the exam which is coming up first.
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2008-01-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

I was looking at YI's 2007 year book ytd and it made me thing so much. Got the feeling of going cry. Like all the memory like suddenly rushing into my mind. Especially when thinking of the type of poly life i am going through, i seriously cannot take it. At that point of time i really hope time can go back to the past. But i shall REN. Another less then 1 year wont need to see those people which i hate to see.

I really hate this B**** in my class. But i actually tolerated and not shouted at her. She thinks that the floor of nursing block is build by her grandfather and her grandfather name is engraved on the floor. TING!!! i want to complain. LOL!!! I really need to get that thing out. Hazi... I got the feeling of cursing her, but i didnt. Aiya, its just dun know how to explain.
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Okok, dont want to talk about her anymore. Tml i will hav a new member in my family. This time i think its a much better family member compare to the existing one i am having.

Schnauzer, i am not sure if it is minature anot. Tommorrow then see. Shld get some advise from joy. Afterall she is having one at home now.

Off to sleep, but before that.

Happy Birthday Pamela Quek.

You are 10 this year already, please grow up and stop quarreling with me. Its so irritating to qurrel ok.

2007-12-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

Day 4

Their train station

The bullet train track

As seen below horrible and cold weather a Mt fuji, we wasnt able to go up the mountain.

More wasted thing of the trip

We when to the ski resort to play fake snow but its real ice

Day 5

Nice weather, try spotting mt fuji, this is 5.30am spore time

The guide there was nice enough to bring us to the foot of mt fuji to take some photo the next morning. Lucky the good weather, allows us to see the mountain.

Nice view

Asakusa Kannon Temple (tokyo)

Nakamise Street

After the temple we actually when to this place call Ueno Flea Market, but we was too busy shopping there we forget to take some photos. The shoes there are extremely cheap, compared to Spore.

Imperial Palace

Tokyo Tower

Hotel Lobby

Day 6

Tokyo DisneyLand (Raining again)

Their cute Pizza

Ok. Done with Japan photos.

Common test result is also out. Satified with my result. Shall wait for final year exam. Coming soon in dun know how long time.

Attachment period extremely tired. I am off to sleep.

2007-12-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

WARNING!!! Long post !!
Lol!! I am going to make this post a thank you post, japan pix post and some updates of school life.

Firstly,

I have offically turn 18 on 17th dec.

I shall thank all of them who have wish me .
Xie Xie!!

Next, japan!!

This is at the airport, i know its super ugly

Flew of at 1+ am spore time for osaka

Sunrise of the plane

Day 2

Osaka Temple

Vending Machine

Universal Studio

Evidence of being there

Snoopy Custard Bun

Nice Popcorn Box

HardRock Cafe Osaka

Shinsaibashi (Osaka famous shopping street)

Day 3

Todaiji Temple

Nice view from the bus

Japan style lunch, sit on the floor

Kiyomizu Temple

Love Rock :)

Road to exit of temple

Nice right

Day 4- Da7 continue next post.....

2007-12-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

Dec my fave month of the year.

Flying off this sat.
18 is coming. Driving lessons
New attachment environment. KKH Newborns, mothers to be, new mummys.

Sometimes, i think i shldnt think so much, i shall just stand aside and see what people will do when things happen on themselves.

Ting, i promise meiji foods for you.
Other F7s, is food ok for you guys? I will go broke if i were to buy things other then food.

2007-11-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

I dont know how to start blogging. Every sentence i wrote seems rubbish. Like alot to write but like got nthing to write. This few weeks of my life is boring and horrible.

This will then explain why i have been mia from lion dance for such a long time.

1st wk - wanna go but my projects are piling up then cannot finish gotta skip once
2nd wk - leg hurts some more no motivation to go so neva go again
3rd wk - some problems la
4th wk - I fall sick!!!

I have been sick for 1 wk since last sun, recovering process is soooooo slow. I got abit of sexy voice now. Horrible la. Shall motivate myself abit to go this coming tue. Only tue. Thurs gotta start preparing for my common test which is next wk. I haven even touch my book. Time to do it alr, if not this 2 module i no confidence to pass.

I got pract test also this tue, die la, although i know what is what but lack of confidence. I gotta score well this time. Second last sems in NP alr. Dont work hard cannot la. GpA cannot make it.

I have made some decision this 2 wks. I am waiting for the results. If i success, woohoo, i will be so happy.

Recently, in order to release some stress, i watch a korean show. Wah!!! really is addicted to it de la. I think watch 10 times i oso wont get sick of it.

外科醫師奉達熙
Surgeon Bong Dal Hee

LOL!!! I learn to appreciate medical series. For once. But i like the show. The way they present the relationship between doc, patient and doc and doc. So interesting. Then the way they talk is really medical term. Very real. The songs also very nice. I am mad about this show. Haha...

Ok, shall update asap.

2007-10-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

I am in a super super sian mode since school starts.

Nursing is really a course i would ask anyone who wants to join to
think twice. Its so freaking stressful.

Just alone presentations would kill you alr.

Week 2 this friday - ELAHA presentation ( haven even started to do ppt)

Week 3 Monday - NSL family planning on family planning

Week 3 Wednesday - NS 4 presentation ( haven start at all)

How crazy can school be? I dont know how to start doing. I wan to do
but i just cant force myself to go and start on it. Endless datelines to meet.

Who say studying for O lvls is stressful, meeting endless datelines and

projects is much more worse then anything. Seriously, i am still trying to

understand things i am studying this sems. It just too simliar which i am

so lost. Still got to crack my head on the clueless and stupid uncomplete

presentation topic.

Attachment schedule is out. Going to KKH this time. Its a O&G posting.

Which means i get to take care of pregnant mummys too be and new

born babies. I got seriously no confidence in handling babies, i keep got

the feeling that i will break their neck or fall them to death or even

drowning them when i am bathing them. LOL. Very serious right.

Cant master the technique on how to carry them properly.

My attachment first day falls on 17 Dec. Those who knows why i am sian

will know la, those who dont know then means neva look through my

blog properly. LOL!

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Sometimes its hard to understand human. I hope i am not over sensitive i

keep got some weird thinking. Hmmm.... dont know how to say maybe is

how people react to you when you ae talking to them. Like not answering

you. Or practically ignoring your questions. Like some people in my class.

I never freaking curse you or do anything to you. Why i ask you question

you must look at me then stare at me then look away and not answering

the question i ask you or acting not to hear anything. Dont tell me neva

hear, i called your name and ask you when i am standing next to you.

Unless you are deaf. Sometimes i just dont like the environment i am

studying in now.

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People changes as they grow, their mind set their thinking and their way

they want to lead their life. It different, just different from what it used

to be. Sometimes re-trying to understand some people is essential. I dont

know why i feel like that maybe that how the environment i am surviving

in seems to be. People i used to know is different. Argh... Abit of trying to

be emo now. Joy and juan maybe will know what this para means.

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Lastly, i have been thinking of my future this few weeks. Quite lost, dont

know which path to take. Alot of ways leading to different places is in front

of me. This time is serious decision. Walk wrong one drop into wrong hole

means cannot climb out alr. I talked to my mum abt it. She ask me to think

abt it. But she did give me so advise. Hmmm... it time to think about the

future. I need to plan. I need to know what i want in life.

2007-10-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

How to smile like that????

School reopen today, after rotting for 1 month its time to go back to the timetable which needs me to wake up early and sleep early. Problem is theres nthin for me to look forward. All i see in front now is project. Imagine first day of school your "NICE" teacher tells you, break yourself into 3 or 4 / grp and there will be a presentation next wk.. What the fcuk? First week of school only lei. Need so chong anot.Next wkk presentation.

Alright Penny learn to accept the horrible fact that you gotta start rushing for projects already. Jus end 1 hoilday, less then 24 hrs ago now i am super longing forward to the next.

Horrible lecturers again. This time worst all the mono tone-ers. Imagine me going to sch for lesson at 8 or 9 in the morning hearing mono tone-er talk. I am so sure going to fall aslp. Hazi, dont grumble alr.

ACCEPT THE FACT!!!

2007-09-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

1 month hav pass since i last updated this dusty place. LOL!!. As usual first thing during hoilday is always attachment so i when for it.
Honestly speaking, i dun really like the working environment there. Partly due to the staff and partly due to the patient environment there. Onco ward or in simple people wif cancer stays in that ward. Saw alot of suddent good condition ppl turn into bad and..... i dun like this feeling. Going to the ward everyday, but i gotta face ppl who are depress apart from the patient themselves. It their family members. When a patient is dangerously ill, it always the family member who are sufferly. Sometimes after some nurse or doc talk to them abt their love ones, they will start crying. It very sad, mainly i dont know how to go comfort them. Later go comfort them then say something wrong isnt it worst. Haiz, working there really mus look at the bright side of life.

Haiz, if i continue writing i think i will not stop typing. But overall i tink this place makes me learn and "ling hui" alot of things.

Next result is out. Not too bad, got improve slightly, but not as much as i wanted it. Mus jia you.

Clincal Attachment---> B
Nursing Science 1 ---> B
Nursing Science 2 ---> C (expected)
Nursing Research ---> B+ ( unexpected)
Nursing Skill Lab ---> B ( stupid lecturer)
Pharmacology ---> A

GpA still ok la. reach my targeted 1. at last.

2007-08-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Forgive me for my crazyness in this coming post. LOL!

I will delicate this whole post to him. One and only, i mean it.

*p.s: sam one post only.

I when to see him today. ZHANG DONG LIANG!!! He is so damn damn friendly and nice compare to some other artiste. His smile is so so so attractive. I dont know how to describe la.

Okok, i meet sam at 9 to go Q for his autograph session. Its like 3 yrs since i last when to an autograph session ok. I chong chu jiang hu for the sake of him. So we reach there at around 10+. Heng heng not much ppl. Heng heng saw 2 of last time sec sch mates. Then me and sam Q tgt wif them. This auto session is so dramatic. I cant stand the FC as usual. I neva like any artiste's FC. They are horrible ppl. Asking ppl to asay some very er xin things which i will neva do for any artiste.

The worse thing is when NIC arriving, then the FC started pushing inside to the middle, then got this gal damn pek chei, then she scold all the *****^*&%&$*&$ out and said something. FC very great ah, then the whole place slient. LOL!! throw your own face only, gal scolding such things so loudly in public, somemore got media there, really is throw NIC face. Cannot tahan, go see idol oso wanna fight. Whatever la, none of my business, is just cannot stand.

Then he came, first artiste neva late for auto session, he reach there 3.30, but neva appear la, but he is at that place at that time. The DJ who is hosting the session was late. Then he came, as usual everyone squeezing like no ppl business and i am damn irriatated with a gal in front of me blocking my view of taking photo. Then he sang 3 songs. Wang Zi, Cuo Le Zai Cuo and Mo Lu.

He say he didnt slp last nite, so he wang ci,and he add some salt and oil and water to the lyric. So forgive him. And his so cute, keep saying sorry for not singing well. And he promise he will slp tonight and call us to give him a chance tml. He got concert tml in TP. I am not going. Study is impt.

Then he play a game to find some princess, all the princess they pick fail. Coz they kana force to choose 2 out of the 3 contestant from the FC. *Shake Head

He really can produce alot alot of sweat, he is so so wet. Then he start signing and got a personal fan blowing directly at him, but he is still wet.

I went up to sign my and he so so friendly. He sign his FULL signature + shake hand sincerely looking into your eyes + say thank you. Goodness. Cannot tahan. I so high after that. Long time neva like tat alr. But i haven reach my max yet.

Ok, some photos.

I didnt take much photo coz cannot find nice views.

Ok, crazyness ends here for the day. Time to concentrate.

2007-08-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

Deep thoughts for the whole day today. Hmm... shan't elborate on it.

Exams are coming next sat onwards, gotta study hard. I found my motivator in my study life. Time to add some fuel and chong.

I dont know wat to write suddenly, but i was thinking, if time can be reserve or if someone can predict something is going to happen before hand, would it change anything? Would things be different now. I am still not be able to accept certain facts. How i wish it was just a dream.

Going to see ZDL tml with sam. Sam your kindness is much appreciated. LOL!! But to say i am facing it with no excitment, and a little bit of anticipation. Compare to 5566, this is far so much different. I rmb last time 5566 i so excited until cannot sleep at nite. ZDL not so crazy already. As time pass, people do grow up a little i guess. 5566 is a past. Cfm is a past although if they have album i will still buy but i may not go for their autograph. I think i will get step to death if i go. No strenght go and squeeze alr. My chasing idol skill alr detoriate alot alot le. LOL!

This year national day, spend it at home i guess, with some shopping at town.

Alright, time to sleep, meeting sam at 9 tml.

Ciao!

2007-07-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

DAMN HELL!!!!

Today for some reason, no matter where i walk, people keep knocking into me. Then is those damn hard knock. Then they have the face to just walk off and not even say sorry. If i am in a damn bad mood just now, i will walk over and scold alr.Not i didnt la. I only stunt there onli

At last, NR presentation is over, still need to edit some slide before sending to my teacher.

I will close my eye and just bang into the wall from today towards. I know nothing from now on.

2007-07-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

I HATE NURSING RESEARCH!!! I KNOW NUTS ABOUT IT!

After all the struggles, at last i finish doing my slides 30 min ago and started talking to ms foo tze ting to destress. She really can make me destress. Of coz not forget sam. Her daren sutra got alp me destress also. Coz she insisted tat daren is bigger then pang an bang. Thus, mediacorp dont hav the right to cut away 1 song of her daren and let pang an bang sing 2 songs. Then of coz i started suanning her again. I love suan ning sam abt daren. Dont angry ah sam. I playing onli. I let u suan me abt zdl ok.

Ms ting haha, i cant blog much abt what is between our conver. Later opps, i let somethings which is not suppose to be said out of the bag. Its between us. She never fail to help me destress. Thanks la ms foo. See, you are thanks in my blog. Honour right. You got special previlge de lei.

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Maybe it just the lack of understanding between us that led to the situation now. I was angry but yet not sad. I want to know the reason but i failed to find out. I just dont hav the time to do so at this moment. Projects, test and exam are much more impt for me now.

Maybe its just that everyone hav different ways of seeing things. Sometimes, put yourself in other people shoes. Everyone hav their own things and put things at different priority, not putting something first does not mean its not impt.

2007-07-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

Many things seems nice on the surface but actually behind it, there is so many many problem.

Like for 1 instant, lion dance.
For a period of time i didnt attend training, and i thout nthing was wrong.
Since last wk, i tried to devote myself to attending training weekly. Then problems seems to appear from ytd.

We got ranting from the 2 seniors ytd abt the same old topic. Our attitude and not appreciating what they did for us.Not putting ourselves into their shoes, not putting in enough effort for the competition which is saying someone la. But i haven figure out who is that person yet. They said alot more things la. But i can hardly remember. Memory full.

What they say actually pissed some of us off, but we didnt comment much coz everyone wants to go home and we dont wanna let the yr 1 stay and hear them talk but its none of their business la.

Apparently, among those who was piss, this person who i really CLAP for email the 2 of them. The content is WOW WOW WOW!!! I got a shock. So there is urgent meeting by the 2 of them today again. This time, interesting thing happen. After the 2 of them read the email, they got so pissed off, and decided to leave the club to the commitee to handle for 2 months and they will not bother. In the email i got to agree some things of wat the person say to the 2 of them is rather true. But they just push the blame back to us.

This wat i am super not happy with. You throw the club to us without passing down anything. The money they spend and not claim from the sch yet. so now the club fund is 0, and i mean ZERO. So many things on hand they keep nds money yet we hav nthing now. Looks like to depend on them we got to depend on ourselves. Maybe the start is hard, but i think persevance will show result one day.

This is somehow some enlightenment i got today.

2007-07-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

This week quite interesting towards the weekend. From friday onwards ba i think.

20/7

I was suppose to go for lunch with sam at canteen1. As i was eating my kaki fuyong set, sam's friend told here, SAM!!! DAREN AT SIM!!!

Then our dear sam cannot eat alr, ask me faster eat then rush to SIM to see her husband. LOL!! I can hear sam cursing. Then reach there neva see him she looks quite disappointed. Then suddenly, someone with white hair appear behind her in front of me, i say sam, nei.. come alr, then she happy liao.

Then she paiseh to see him, walk out of the food court. We watch him at the corner outside the food court, somehow he manage to see sam and wave to her. Then sam face turn RED. Sam i understand your happiness. LOL!!

But their main motive is to shot xiao hua xiao cao. Fiona xie, desmond koh and ben yang was there also.

i think she looking at my cam right?

the grass and flower is crown!

the 3 host and 1 guest

21/7

the long awaited release of the last book of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow. Meet ting at 9+ to go town and buy, shop ard awhile and go back to sch for chu shi praying for the competition. Raining, is the worse thing that can happen when chu shi.

I am very engross in reading harry potter, after finish blogging i will start reading again.

22/7

finally today is competition day, after some times of training. Despite some unwanted things happen, but i tink for the first time they did quite well. Next yr we will try again. JIA YOU!

i dont know whose head it is

Then i also cut my finger today, got spint stuck in my finger and i neva notice until i thout my hand is dirty and find out that i cant get the stain off and felt the pain like at last. Then i dig the spint out despite the pain. Then it hurts!!

saw the black mark? the spint!!

after i took out the spint.

2007-07-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

WOSH!!! i watch Harry Potter movie twice already. Not that its very nice, quite disappointed. Big big differents from the book. But first i when to watch wif sisters on fri, then my family on sat.

Enjoyed the movie as in have company of the sisters. For at last all the 7 appears and none was late la. Mircales do happen sometimes.

Than we when for dinner, and crap so much thing. Hospital expriences, i think everyone hearing was laughing like mad. Then i like so mei you xing xiang. Nvm la. With some people you can just let go of ur image and just go mad, but some you cant show your real self. Must put on a mask, thats the different between sisters and friends i guess. Friends as in really normal and you dont know them really them well.

Sisters can read each other minds. Like I can read fang's mind. HAHA!!! fang, becareful orh, dont let me discover ur secrets.

Then after dinner photo time. Again we make alot of noise under rod's block. Hope people will see us as normal people and not just release from IMH.

Linda laughed the most during the photo taking

Still laughing, see how happy she is.

At last so try to hold abit and take the photo facing the cam

2007-07-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

HOW DUMB CAN SOMEONE BE!!!!

Let me tell you, its to let the car door slam right onto your finger.
Yes, it happened on me. Now my third finger hurts like no one business. I cant type fast cause if i were to hit the keyboard hard, i think my finger will drop out.

NO!! I AM NOT GOING FOR TRAINING THIS WEEK!!!

I am quite sick of training after attenting the last session. Its a total waste of my precious time. Still having to end up reaching home at 9+. Its SIAN!!! xxxxxxxxx 10000. Got project to start keep myself busy also.

Enjoyed K box last sunday. At last get to see the 4/6 of F7 excluding myself of course. Looking forward for next gathering. Prawning is it??? Thats what i hear from fang.

2007-07-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

At last blogger finish loading. Wonder is my internet problem or wat. Go wat pg oso take long time to load.

There is something wrong wif my internet today actually. I dont how my dear sis use until the whole internet wireless connection in my hus was down for the whole afternoon today. Just manage to fix it 4 hrs ago. I dont know how i manage to rot so long online. I wasnt visiting any web pg to hang me there for the pass 4 hrs. I know i hear zhang dong liang album for the third time alr. To be exact the forth time today coz i got hear this afternoon. I must be crazy, not over him but my brain can actually except the same 12 being played 4 times over 24 hrs. Mus pei fu my brain.

Hoilday past 1 wk alr. so damn fast. I dont think i am relaxing. still got things to worry abt. Like porject toture going to start this coming tues. Stress coming alr. Project coordination is a tough job. But mus endure. Lucky 90% of grp mates are productive. If not i sure go crazy. Dont test my patience on project. If u dont work i make sure i nail u to the wall. And i mean it.

Tml going k with the five/seven gals. qiure 5 la. If nthin goes wrong shld be 5 if not is 4 la. meeting 1.30 at town. Hope i wont be late. This seriously depends on if i am willing to leave my dear bed.

I dont know wat i am blogging for now, maybe just to pass time.

2007-06-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

OFFICALLY ANNOUCING I AM OUT FROM MIA!!!

Just realise that i haven been blogging for 1 month. I think my blog really collect alot alot of dust already. Is not that i dont want to blog, is just that for the past 2 wks i was having my attachment at NUH again. And its at the hell ward 53. Extremely busy. Maybe i wasnt busy afterall. It is just busy when i am on duty at the particular time. I always happens. Other people on shift the place is so nice and quiet. When penny is to report for work no matter how free it seems would turn busy. So this teach us a lesson. Not to work at the same shift with me if you dont wanna over work yourself.

I will be back in lion dance once again nxt wk. AT LAST!! I dont know how long neva go already. 2 months? After i go back first thing is to hand over some work which is long ago suppose to be done. But due to unforseen circumstances its push back.

Had common test also. Some results are out, not very good but at least pass all till now. I am not expecting myself to fail any. Better not fail coz i am lazy to go for revision lecture. Got no time to entertain all this things. Need to start preparing for exam before Gpa starts to drop again.

Enjoyed shopping alone after exam ended. Dont ask me how much i spend. I didnt dare to calculate. But its shiok. I am going to do that one more time.

I watched "wei xiao pasta". Which ended me up thinking that zhang dong liang not bad ah. LOL!! But less worry, wont end up back like how i go mad over 5566. Its the past already. Shall not dig up. Afterall the member i like is someone's dad already. For sure i am only xin shang-ing zhang dong liang and nthing more then that.

Lastly, i miss F7. I dont know how long have i not seen all of them except for sam coz i see her in sch almost everyday. But sam i do miss you. Haha. Hows attachment? Shiok?

My 2 wks hoilday is here at last. I am free, so i can always go out provided i have money.

Will update again.

2007-05-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

STRESS. Exam coming soon, but timetable not out. Nxt wk got pract test alr. I onli 80 % ready. I nd to calm down during the test, if not even i am prepared 100% oso useless.

I think i am getting more and more bai jia alr. Means spending alot of money. Other then buying clothes, shoes and bags, i recently brought a game machine call DS lite. Haha.. spend 300 + on it including the game . I dont know wat makes me buy it la. Jus the urge then buy le. Kinda addicted to it, so i finish 1 game alr. Now mus stop for awhile prepare for exam. Then after exam i shall re-play it and buy new games.

Outer covering

random pix taken during lesson

2007-05-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

I feel that i am living in a illusion this 4 days. Nthing seems to be real. Its not just one or two days which is able to make me accept the fact. Looking back at things, the time we have together still seems so real now. The way she talk she call me, it keeps ringing in my brain.

Within 15 hrs, nthing was the same anymore. Things change. The earth never stop turning for such events. It continue. Tml, the last time, i think i should cherish it. If not i will never never have the chance anymore.

Work are piling up. Project due this week, project due the following wk. Assignments, quiz and etc. I have completed nthing at all. And i really mean nthing. This few things never came across my mind this pass 3 days till today. Opening MeL is as good as giving me heart attack. The things keep accumulating, more presentations, assignment, quiz. blah blah blah. Its jialat. Very.

But here must thanks the other 6s for their msg. I am fine. I am just still trying to accept it, and adjust to the changes. Especially sam, thanks for alping me ask the lecturer abt the homework i didnt pass up on time. Then some more help me take down important chp for tests coming up.

2007-04-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

UPDATES!!

School started for 2 weeks alr. See now then got time to come update blog. This shows how busy i am. Presentation starts alr. Its like super fast. Last time we only have presentation at the end of the first haf of the sems and end of the sems. But now we have presentation every 2 wks, for all modules. Really super heavy work load. Apart from presentation we hav quiz and assignment. I almost miss my Nsl quiz on Mel. Lucky they reopen it for some reasons. I haven got the time to check my marks. Shall go do it later. Nxt wk is super busy week. Alot of assignment and presentation due nxt wk.

New year got new class oso. This class bonding like somehow better then the previous one. I dont know why but its just the feeling they give. They going to organize a chalet during the coming hoilday, my previous class didnt even have lunch together. Weird huh...

Feeling damn damn moody this 2 days. Reason is unknown for the moment. Maybe its too stress. Having sore throat alr. Bad Bad... i cannot lose my voice. Presentation on wed. Is either it gets well or it hold till after wed.

2007-04-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

If i rmb i got quite a number of things to blog about. But whether it will end up on this post anot really depends on my memory.

Firstly, lets summarise my attachment this round. Since its ending this friday. I bet i will miss that place. All the funny funny uncles i met. Those which makes my wanna go crazy. Those which make me dont know whether to laugh or to get angry. Those who make me feel so disgusted. Those who keep on pressing the call bell until it got stuck. Blah blah blah... i think this is the best i ever had till now. Learn and exprience alot alot of things.

Other wards didnt haven such chances. This time i think i controlled my temper better. I learn to work with other staff better. This time i know that working alone without a partner is hell. Coz of the amt of things u hav to do, and the amt of "nice" patient you have keep calling you. Whatever it is, this attachment give me some light of the path i wanna take. But whether it will continue to shine brighter i really dont know.

Secondly, at last i finish reading the book . It so so so meaningful. There alot of meaningful verse and sentences. But i am lazy to flip the book out and type it out now coz quite late alr. If i have the time maybe i will do it.

Lastly, YES!!! back from a short short break alr. Despite its still Genting la. But ok la, at least a short get away, some form of releasing stress and getting prepare to become a full time poly student again.

Ok.. of to sleep. Morning shift tml. I got 4 days of morning and 1 day of afternoon this week. Looks like i am going to be super tired on sat. I am going to sleep till afternoon again, although it is unable to make back the amt of slp i actually require.

2007-04-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

I cant really rmb what i wanna blog abt. But some updates here and there.

Attachment start. Since when was the last time i actually can fall aslp at 9? Weird. Attachment super tiring, super stress, super have to tolerate with alot alot of things. But i met alot of interesting and funny things this time. In a whole i am really enjoying it. I love there place. I learn alot alot of things. The staff there are nice only 1 i dont like so far. Other staff esp 1 staff nurse are always guiding the way. Saw nice looking but abit... *ahem* doc. Shant spell it out.
But this time i really is stand throughout the 7hrs of work. Coz its super busy. Imagine 1 person taking care of 6. Kept walking running everything. My leg seriously hurts. So i am walking at a super slow speed this few days.

Met the 6s last sat. Haha.. so now there are 4 attach among the 7 of us. All the best sisters. They had a dinner gathering today for sam coz she going to thai nxt wk. Didnt attend coz got something on.

I am going to shao mu later at 5.30. Look at the time. I am still awake. I dont think i can wake up later. gotta go and slp after finsh typing this.

Attachment left 2 more wks. This time like pass super fast. But this attachment really make me think alot and decided on somethings. But whether it can be achieve it still something i really cannot predict. So let nature take course ba. If i can achieve it, i will definitely be super proud of myself.

I am quite moody this few days. LOL!! when i am moody that is the time which will make me think. Something good ba.

Going shopping with the 6s later. Off to sleep.

( Got this frm somewhr, i think its quite true)
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you known you should never take anything for granted. "

2007-03-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

Yup!! It out the day before but i didnt have the time to blog abt it.

Didnt meet my goal la. But i am still satified with it. But i seriously think i can do better then that.GPA improve to 2.8. My goal was 3 la. A little more push to go. Nxt GPA target between 3-3.5 if possible. But nthing is impossible, as long i am willing to work hard la. CMBIO i am quite surprise i didnt get a D for that. Got a C instead it kinda expected. What i am not very happy with is pharm and FON. Haiz... Pharm got B onli. It suppose to be a A. I tink the damn project must hav pulled the marks down. FON i memorise like mad onli get C. Dont know whr go wrong la. But i shld be a B at least. Suprise for NSL. WHOSH!! B+. Mircale. I score the best in that. I thout i will fail it due to the lousy pract i did. Apparantly i didnt hav any AD or As. Nvm. Shall work harder nxt time.

That day my mum tell me someone wanna find me teach tuition. Hmm.. i almost die of laughing. Coz i dun tink i cant teach. So after thinking for so long, i decided not to teach tuition. Instead i shall go find a clinic job after attachment so i can gain experience as well as keep myself busy. Hands on is a better way of learning compared to keep on reading of books for me.

Going for LD later. Wonder what they wanna say this time.

2007-03-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Feeling super irritated and weird this few days. I am also feeling stress.

Firstly, result releasing tml since it has past 12 am now. I kan chiong until i have been dreaming abt last nite thinking tat today is the day of result releasing. I dont know why i am so worried this time.

Then followed by, attachment starting nxt wk. I haven do any preparation yet. I seriously think that when i report for work i really wont rmb how to do things alr. Yes, i dreamt of myself in attachment last nite oso. See how jialat it is.

Lastly. Abt LD. Treasurer post. Maybe if in the first place i wasnt called jus to do sai kang like trying to balance up the acc after they mess it up and keep keeping things away from me. If i really have the right to exercise my right abt the fund and not just keep transfering money to you guy without your telling me what is it abt and for. If your are willing to let me know whr is it going to be used on. If i have the remaining money back after your use and there is extra left despite it is 10 cents or even 100 bucks. Then maybe i would continue. Now seriously i few irritated seeing both of ur no. appearing on my fone or ur names appearing on msn. I wanna avoid. But can I? I cant at the moment. Cause its still my responsibilty.

Both say they wanna meet me and come out to do the acc, but both of them actually are actually doing things individually. So in another words, both party did not know that the opposite party is calling me out to do acc. It like so not coordinate. why not u 2 sit down and discuss on what your wanna do with the acc and find a date both of your are free and meet tgt to do it. Rather then me having to entertain both side and both side keep kp-ing to me. Like i have extra job to do like tat.

2007-03-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

非你莫属 ( By:Tank)

<白>:你知道吗?☆

我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉☆

发生什么样子我好希望再来一次☆

懂得让我微笑的人

再没有谁比你有天份

轻易闯进我的心门

明天的美梦你完成

整个宇宙

浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球

全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人给

的感动一定是最深

在我心中留下伤痕

你同时点亮了星辰

整个宇宙

浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球

全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以不怕苦

看那麽多相遇

偏偏只和你

天造地设般产生奇迹

哦我心的缝隙

我想除了你

任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我非你莫属

我只愿守护

由你给我的幸福

爱我非你莫属

也许会笑着哭

但那人是你所以不怕苦

Long time since a song can let me feel touch. Haha.. i am addicted to it.

This few days really hen fan. I wanna stop it. Lets see how the thing go. No matter what i wanna QUIT!!

2007-03-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

I stared blankly at the screen for awhile and i was thinking what should i blog. In the end nthing come to me.. i wanted to post pix but i was too lazy to look for.

2007-03-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

Lets see what have i done within this 2 weeks of hoilday. So damn fast. I am onli left with 2 wk before attachment. LOL!! Good luck. I think i forget how to do dressing alr. Mus go read up. What i did? I watch 2 hk tv series. Always ready and Under the canopy of love. I prefer the first one. The second one too peaceful alr. Sad to say i cant really find all the songs i want in the song. Esp the best 2. Sian....

Under the canopy of love

This is still in the process of finishing, left a few more to go. (Always ready)

Now, lets say abt this morning. I got a terrible heart attack from kenny saying that the money i transfer to him wasnt in his acc. The amt of money not small. So i jump out of bed wash up and went to the bank behind my hus and fill in some forms to get back the money. But the teller told me that the process depend on whether the other party i transfer the money too is willing to return me back. I was damn damn worry. But i transfer the other amt of money to him la, coz he nds the money. It lion dance fund, if the money go lost i am responsible la. I am so freaking tired but cant get back to slp aft the terrible experience.

Then, in the afternoon, he called me and said dont nd to worry, i gave u the wrong acc no. That acc no. belongs to my bro. I tell you at the point of time i really is sian half half half. I got nothing to say. Give me a heart attack for nothing wrong. But relieve la. At least i dun nd to worry abt whr the hell the money when too.

Actually when i was transfering the money, i was like sort of thinking, did i transfer money to the right acc. Who know i really came true. Nxt time i shant think of anything bad. Hao de bu ling huai de ling.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------4E2 chalet coming. Its like 1 yr plus since we last see each other. Looking forward to see how everyone change.

2007-02-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

Some pixs la. Not much either.

I brought the watch i wan alr. The Puma white limited edition watch. All thanks to my dad. I wanted to pay it myself but he volunteer to pay for it and gave me his atm card. So i shall not be ke qi.

my new watch.

30 oranges by leon and ah kai at my mum's office

other 30 by kenny

So in conclusion just a mum's office they used up 60 oranges in total for caiqing which is the current LD record. When is it going to be break i really dont know. Coz 60 oranges used up 90 min in total for the caiqing ceremony. If it goes more means we may need to use 2 hrs. Interesting. This sun most prob got chushi again.

2007-02-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

I thought i slept for a long time and woke up. But when i see the time 2a.m and i cant get back to sleep. HOW??? I am so tired!!!

2007-02-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

I change my blog skin twice but neva even update, this shows how "busy" am.

CNY, angpao not bad
gamble consider got win money
Chu shi really enjoyed myself ( want more)
exam waiting for result
blah blah blah.....

Later going to sch to clear LD room. Since we got nthing to do.

Photo updates maybe later or even longer... see how is my mood ba.

2007-02-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

Exam week. Finish 2 papers alr. HAPPY. Tml is the last after that CNY and sch hoilday for 1 month. After tat attachment but haven think until so far yet.

Finish FON and Cmbio paper alr. FON quite ok, cmbio i tink i lost alot of marks alr. My head really almost burst when studying cmbio. Nthin gets in but all was coming out. I was kind of prepared to fail. But lucky, the settler was kind enough to pity us. Not say very easy, but last challenging.

Tml pharmacolgy. Mus chong chong chong all the way. I want A for this module. Must get. If not the effort i put in the pass 6 months will go into the drain. My only worry is 1 chapter. Others should be quite ok.

Look at the amount of notes i need to finsh by today. 2 book and 5 extra note. Good luck. Tml after exam pei sam go clementi xiu eyebow then see wanna do wat ba.

Another thing, my hus renovation at last going to finish. Lasted for 1 month. Ate outside food for dinner for 1 month soild. I really feel like dying coz its everyday zi cha. So sick alr. Some more at last dun nd everyday come home the floor is dusty like mad. I got my new computer table today also. Quite nice despite a bit narrow.

But due to the amount of rubbish we dump on the old comp table i dont know how to go pack it although i have alr clear quite alot.

2007-01-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

If you tried but fail, then maybe its better for you to give up? Dont know why this sentence just flash across my mind suddenly. I am rathered easily irritated nowadays. And its for no reason. Stress? or wat? All i know is thats is tonnes and tonnes of presentation and assignment to be completed nxt wk. I dont know how to start. So stuck. I am physically and mentally so tired. Just have no time to thing abt so many things.

Exam coming, i nd time to start preparing. But see what have i done now? Nthing. Is totally nthing. I hate last min, but it seems i have to do that. Presentation, proposal, up coming practical test and many many more. Exam, wait till it all ends. Cant wait for hoilday, i nd a good rest.

I though, is nursing really suitable? This decision the one i made i choose it myself, but in the end it turns out to be the 1 i regretted the most. LOL!! Life is just so ironic. I dont understand alot of things. But i know no matter what i gotta finish this course, coz it my choice, shld be responsible for it. If not waste my parent's money, alr spend so much money and energy on it. Now give up not worth. I gotta persude myself with this sentence for another 2 yrs. No more complain. ( i will try)

I am extremely tired, not enough slp, it has been a long time since i last time just dose off right after i lie on my bed. Ytd, was tired enough. lion dance dian jing in sch in the morning and cai qing at a temple at nite. Reach home 11, bathe check mail, eat dinner blow hair dry and boo, slping like a log.

2007-01-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated 54min Brithday to my sister. I must be crazy to agree on sharing the pig with peggy for you. Imagine i will never spend that amount of money on myself for that. LOL!!!

ARGH!!! I wonder how am i going to survive through is 3 wks. It like so so so busy and stressful. Exam coming means term going to end. Means all presentation and projects are due alr. Its going to be squeeze in this 3 wk. Actually is 2. Coz this wk only got 1 presentation then no assignment is due. But the following wk is hell la. Dont know how many presentation and assignment is due. Then the following wk abit lose but still tight. Then exam. I haven even start studying la. I need to start studying to maintain my result and improve my damn GpA.

After exam means hoilday starts, then new yr. After resting for 1 month means 1 month attachment in NUH again. 15 got K box with F7. I am so tired and stress la. Dont even have the time to slp. Plus lion dance got quite a number of performance coming up. BUSY!! Time to relax before i drop more hair.

I rebonded my hair again. But i change a hair style. Short frige. Since when was the last time i keep that.

This wk's plan

Mon- NR project meeting at 2pm
- Lion dance training at 6pm
Tue-NR presentation (15%)
Wed- Make up NSL lesson
Thurs- lion dance performance and chu shi
Fri-Make up NSL lesson

Hmm... more coming i guess. Got alot project to settle. Faster finish then i can study for exam.

2007-01-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm... when out today and ytd, then i found out that CNY mood seems to be filling slowly, but i totally have no feeling that its 2007 alr. Like living in 2007 is so unrealistis. Dont even have any new year mood. Feel so weird.

I made one sentence that day. I tink ting know.

The sentence is:
The day ting's lappy is discharge from the hospital is the day my hp is admitted.

Yes.. my k800i is admitted into the hospital due to defecttive camera and need of software upgrade, it will only be discharge on tue after 3pm. But i dont think i will get it back on tue. Tue is call super busy day. Most prob i will go on wed. During the 3hrs break. If i bother to do so la. Now holding 6230. I totally bu xi guan. So i will cut down the use of hp during this few days before i get my k800 back.

This week got many many presentation, project to start, quiz and test. Counting down left with not much time before the term end. Which mean got many many project due date is coming nearer. I onli started with less then 50% of the total amount i have. Must buck up alr.

Recently i just change my spect. For those who saw will see la. Then i got this classmate who said that i look like emma from scoobe doo. Is it that bad? Then ytd, i rebonded my hair and cut my frige short, then my sis say i look even more like her. I dont know shld i laugh or wat. Look like cartoon character. LOL!! But for sure i quite like my spect. Something diff from what i usually wear. The frame oso very special. Unique ba.

Sat when JP with ting for lunch oso. Then ate yu bian mi fen, after that when shopping, i think i cannot go shopping with ting. HAHA!! I will spend like super alot of money. Sub-consiously i will just spend and spend, oso dont know spend on what. Must earn money alr. Hmm... can consider working at clinic. More practical.

2006-12-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

Last day of the year... time to do some reflection.

This year no it's not wasted. Although it abit boring. Shall highlight some that come to my mind.

1. Begin a new phrase in my life, poly life. Started studying nursing. With endless grumble abt it. It a nice job but i know it doesnt suit me. Its so different from what i really want in life.

2.Strenghten bond with f7. Although unable to meet up with them as often as in sec sch. But somehow the bond got stronger and we seems to know each other even better. Got someone to be my dustbin when certain things cant be shared with my parents.

3.Also my parent gave me more freedom this year. Wosh... happy. Although it not that extreme until can reach home at 12am or not coming home for dinner as and when i like but compared to last year its much better.

4. I enjoyed lion dance. So cannot link alright. I dont know why i join in the first play after just receving a call from jiao lian. He call me coz i registered on this NP cca day but i somehow decided not to join and skip the first training. Then he called me and i join to give him face? But as time goes by, i tink it's quite interesting. Know quite a number of people through it also. They are fun to be with. Their craps and rubbish.

5. No more chasing of idols anymore and i save alot. But not saying that i am rich. I am just spending my money on more practical things like clothes and food. At least they are more worth the money.

Now after some reflection it time to look forward. New year means new resolution.

1. Study harder and concentrate. Realise that i have been too slack throughout this sems. Need to improve GPA to make it more presentable.
2. Treat my family better? Spend more time with them and go out lesser to spend lesser money
3. Get myself more motivated to do things and dont be so nuai? Dont do things like dont care dont care like that
4.I want to go for more hoilday!! Staying in spore abit too bored alr.
5.Learn to save money before it goes empty.
6.Get my driving license.
7. Sleep earlier and not in the morning 3, 4 am
8.Slim down... most important and not say but not do. I am not very determine in doing things la
9. Get all the above done
10. Shall keep it to myself. HAHA!!!

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When to jp today with ting. We are suppose to watch night at the musuem at 11.20 instead we didnt even catch the 1.50 one. We watch clottee web? i dont know how to spell. It not bad la, just i dont know how to xin shang. The back was nice meaningful. The front is abit dry for me. Overall i rate it 7/10.

After that when to do manicure. I think i choose the wrong colour. But nvm try something new. After that when home and continued my sat weekly routine. Tml shld be going out with mum again. Good thing. Dont nd spend own money. I spend too much this week. Sch starting next wk, time to keep the hoilday mood and prepare for the upcoming busy 1-2 month. JIA YOU!!!

2006-12-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

Firstly....

Happy Birthday Rodney!!!!

Hmm.... i think nowadays got serious lost of brain cell especially after reading somebody's blog. Dont understand it. I wanted to blog about certain things but i just can remember la. No i am not old, i just need to replish some brain cells.

I rotted throughout this week doing nothing except spend more and more money which i am going to delare broke sooner or later if i dun save abit. Remind myself abt the date today 30/12. 4 more days to sch reopen. What have i done? I completed my cmbio project wif lots of editing to do. getting nagging by project abt alot of things. Super fan!! Endless amount of email ant project. Not completing your FON journal which needs 600-700 work needed to be handed up on first day of sch with no excuses. Haven even started planning on how i wanna write.

What will happen when sch reopen? Rushing to complete all module's project which is like alot and only a few has started when u only have 4 wks. Plus exam stress and yes, lion dance up coming competition which most of us like know nuts abt it. No hoilday training at all compared to the prevous. which make me improve like alot. Now i tink you call me play chim abit i will fail. I can start imagine jianyi nagging alr when he sees us for the training. Best thing is competition is just 2 days before exam. How nice it would be. Spending your exam wk and busy study wk training for competition when we know its abit cmi. You know i know abt our progress is good enough.

New year coming i have alr know my new yr resolution, i will blog abt it on 31/12. Coz i am pretty sure i will do count down at home this year again. I made my new spect alr. After it broke that day, you cant imagine how suay u can be. It's a good thing when you dont trip w/o your spect outside of hus.

Okie, time to go sleep, meeting ting tml at 12 at jp. Haha!!! i am quite sure it would delay. coz we both learn to take our own sweet time.

2006-12-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED CHIRSTMAS!!
HAPPY BOXING DAY!!

I should have blog ytd, but i spend my whole chirstmas chasing a korean show called My Girl. Damn nice i am so going to re-watch it, i hav the mood but wu li. Coz it time to start on project.

Tml going k box with F7. Fang zheng shi ma fan ni, coz of me hav to take the trouble to change the place. Zheng shi bu hao yi shi. HAHA.

Hmm... next show after My girl, i should find the time to watch Goong oso. Like so behind time. Sch going to reopen must faster watch finish within this 1 wk plus. If not no time alr. School start means end sems exam coming. STRESS!!! I will learn to relax.

My house stinks now coz undergoing painting. Although my mum say they using nippon paint odourless but still have lei. Then changing door oso. At last. I tink the door tearing down soon if still dont change. Changing light oso. Haha.. renovation means dust. Dust means cleaning up and packing things time. I will do it soon after they finish painting. Now my room is in a mess. Cannot be sees.

2006-12-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

After so many things i really learn a lesson. Neva ever judge a book by it's cover. No matter how nice it appear or treat you. He may seems to be telling you what trouble he is facing but in the fact behind his face his doing it for a motive. How nice of him saying so many things to you, in the end all he wanna do is to use you to test someone elses reaction on that matter. What the hell, what do you treat me as. But its not worth being angry over such people. It just tell me how useless and lousy a guy can be. LOL!!

Ytd went for training and it freaking waste my precious time. Coz the store key break into half while struggling to open the door. In the end we sat outside then store and say story which make me realise alot of thing.

Hoilday alr, means rotting at home and getting fatter. Coz keep sitting in front of the comp. LOL!! But still got assignment to complete. Sian... i have even think of anything to write. 600-700 words journal of attachment. This attachment i really is numb.

2006-12-17T18:29:00.000+08:00

December wonderful month, my favourite month this year got many many reason.

1. It's my b'dae month
2. I dont need to be middle lady anymore, things are settled!
3. Life is getting much much better
4. Got hoilday means can go more shopping but spend more money
5. Attachment over
6. Quite satified common test result
7. More rest time

and many many more la.

Its so hard to read their mind. Dont even know what they want. Can say this also can say that. Dont even know which is true. If i am the one facing this most probably that person will get a slap from me in the end. Haha.. dont see us easy to bully ok!!

Went town ytd and today, wah.. the people there is horrible. Got so many la. But super funny. Watch de javu ytd, nice show i think I nd to watch that show again coz i dont really understand the story due t0 zhou gong hoping to see me. Haha.. hope your understand huh. I not sure i miss how much of the show la. Before that went ding tai feng for lunch. The xiao long bao i still prefer crystal jabe de but there oso not bad la.

Then today when town with mum to shop for gown got event coming up. I try so many la, but in the end neva even buy1 . Reason wear le is nice but too short. Then look so weird. I saw some tall amg moh wearing the same dress. i try then it make me look so short. I must find a way to grow taller. If not wear clothes not nice.

Argh.. ghost white, dont know why take out le like that.

LOL!!! Song and kelly de dress, nice yet ex. Give up!!!

2006-12-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Life is just so dramatic... I just dont know how to explain. Well, rot at home for the whole day today, afterall i woke up quite late today. 1+.. coz i slept at 5.30 last nite, for a reason. Well i didnt expect myself doing such things in the first place. Feel so weird. Tml i wanna go shopping again, just feel like spending money, but as for whr haven decide yet.

Monday attachment alr, 2 wks hope it past super fast, so i can have my long waited hoilday.

But i still have to go back to school after work if i can make it for lion dance, going to have a competition soon. No pressure please, or else i will my flooded and drowned with it. Okie, i cant thing of anything else to crap. Shall post some photo then.

Can see 2 rainbow? One is pretty obvious but another is quite light, but if you see properly there will be 2. Special right, i never see it before. But shortly after it disappear later, it rain super heavily.

I am not sure this is from what angle la, cant rmb alr. But i think this part the second rainbow disappear alr.

Obviously taken before training, with ting , juan and joy.

2006-11-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

Last paper tml.... then i am not going to touch books for the next 1 month although alr got assignment alr. Tat 1 onli nd experince. Attachment nxt wk till dec 15.

Hazi... recently i realise i am too white alr. Not as in skin white, is wear to much white alr. 1/4 or abit more of my cupboard is white. My shoes are all white, if any of u realise. My bag are majority white. My wallet is white too. My handphone pouch is white oso. All my jacket is white. OPPSSS.. really to much. I shall try to find other colours attractive too. But i tink apart frm white i would buy black. Haiz.. so no life. Black and white.

Wait.. i jus realise the blog is white oso. I tink if k800 got white i oso will take white. Which make my bag almost contain all white things.

I tink now if there is clothes which is a mix of cream and gold appeals to me also. I just bought 1 top of that colour from zara on sunday. More shoppings coming soon as soon as i finish my exam and i got my attachment money frm NUH. Since sep till now. So long.

Ytd, got training, super shiok, now learning lion head, although after finish practicing will feel super sticky, smelly and tired but looks more and more interesting. Wait till i coordinate my hands and leg together first..Now like idiot playing like tat. So ugly, yes, mus learn to balance on 1 leg properly before playing oso. Cause with the head on cannot hold wall.

Back to study again, CMBIO!!! good luck. Dun know can make it anot. Nursing uniform tml. Got practical test.

2006-11-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

LOL!!! i jus realise this post will the 100 post of this blog. So bo liao rite. But heck la. I need to release some stress. Next wk common test. Of coz i have start studying yet. Chong-ing all the assignment now. As for project wise all done. Assignment dateline all on thurs. Means burning of midnight oil starts.

But i got nthing better to do, chong vcd like joy oso. Jus i neva sleep at 7.30a.m. I slept at 3a.m. Watch hk series. Hazi... quite nice la. Jus the ending a bit sad. But still not bad la.

I oso dun know why i am blogging now. Although i got no crap to write. Wait 1 day i mus blog in chi. I am so tempted to do so. Write chi like can write more like tat. Jus i nd more time to type it out la. Coz i sux in typing chi. My ping ying is cmi de.

2006-11-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

Actually i feel like typing in chi today, not somehow i cant put my words together about that matter. So forget it i shall blog about something else.

LOL!! at last i got rid of that stupid fone which always either show " sim card registration fail!", " phone restricted" or totally cut of my receiving despite then signal side shows full but i cant call out or people cant call in, or just simply jam and blackout.

Change to k800i, haha, this fone is 10000 times better then tat fone at least it dont show me "sim card registration fail" for like at least 5 time a day. But still abit retarded to the show, coz of the sms. I have a very low abilty to adapt to new things. Must slowly.

Then i lost a bet to my darling youngest sister and 70 bucks down the drain. Have to buy her some storybook in a set, which 1 bk cost 10 bucks + in total there is 7 books. So 70+... i dun even bear to buy something 70+ for myself, then must spent on her. Cant kids nowadays be not so motivated when i say i would reward her something is she did it well. I just dont get that type of motivation. Lousy right? LOL!! Heck care la.

Ms joy ng is going to hong kong later, i wanna go, rather being buried under projects and assignment which cant seems to end. Joy rmb my lao po bing ok. LOL!!

2006-11-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! Doctor tell me i am under too much stress?? Seriously i oso dun understand what stress i am under. LOL!!

Stress in not enough slp?
Stress in not hoping for 4th dec to arrive?
Stress as in common test is coming but i haven even start my project?
Stress for as very stupid matters?

Well talking rubbish.

Today zh's b'dae, ps ytd neva go coz MC.

Happy Birthday Zh!!!

Nxt 3 wks is hell wk or shld i say the nxt coming 5 wks would be hell, rushing of project + studying for common test which falls 2 wks earlier then the other courses + my attachment.
Before my hoilday starts and i will start relaxing like no one's business.

2006-11-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Yes... super good start of a week. All the problems are gone more and more good news are coming. Although i heard something bad today, but anyway no matter what you decide on i will support you.

Same old routine on monday, start sch 4 followed by lion dance, dinner then home. Then i must say something today while at the sport complex i was looking at some s&w people play soccer then they just finish break going back to the field then something caught my eye, wahh, people call your go kick soccer not qing qing wor wor lei, s&w oso must couple couple together cannot stand, kick ball oso mus carry here carry there. Er xin.

Long week and super xiong week ahead. Must endure.

2006-11-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Okie, some pictures of chu shi at convention center, welcoming of some japanese student.

What am I peeping at? So nan kan la..

Lion kissing?

Rod and ken trying to act cute..... are they cute?

NP lion dance liu duo jin hua, newly added zhi hui.

The photo we took with those students, but some of us hiding frm the photo, cant see them la. Kana cover by the others, then some slacking, some trying to look at the camera. Funny.

This chu shi quite fun, the han ga xi make me so nervous, in the end still play wrong, more pract i tink.

2006-11-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

I wan to slp early. Early as in before 12 but see whats the time now? Its 12 alr.

Today went for chu shi, not bad la. But i know i got a lot of mistake. Too anxious le. Must relax next time. Play that han ga xi i more anxious. Neva play outside other then training. Blogger is not uploading my photo so i shall do it nxt time.

Sometimes i feel i nd some not so interesting and eventful life. Its too much for me to take it. Lucky i have my rubbish bins. Happy or sad. Just to hear my rubbish. LOL!! mad.

Okie, super tired, off to bed.

More and more projects, i dun know how to start. going to cry liao. this sems really make me super stress. Wonder if it suits me.

2006-10-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

Not a very good start of a week.

It suppose to be by right but it isnt. Everything has 2 sides and i am going to stand in the middle this time. Life is just like this, many things would just appear or disappear in a snap of finger. Many things may be unexpected. To face a matter calmly is a big challenge to me for sure.

To be fair eveyone will for sure side him or herself first before proceeding to the matter, or shotting others. Such things often happen even on myself, this time i shld learn to look at things in a different perspective. Maybe it would be fairer.

Wo Yi Ge Ren Ye Ke Yi Hen ok ah.

2006-10-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

My mood is recovering. Great. No more stones.

Ytd went vivo with LD pal. Not as big as i though. But still not bad la, looks like orchard. Much more better then Jurong Point, but how can I compare it with JP. Almost everyonewas late except me but i am still 1 of the earliest. But still late:P. Chatted with juan all the way frm my hus's bus stop till habour front. Coz this gal thinks tat bringing her daring along will very weird so neva go, and she say she was kind to call me becoz she knows the others will be late. True enough they was. So i went for my lunch first with chester coz hungry liao, wait for them come dont know how long oso. Had thai express which juan ji li recommend to me on the phone, it not express coz it not fast. Serve food wait until i wanna die liao. But the food quite edible.

Then at last joy and rod arrive followed by the others followed by shopping. Walk awhile they when noodle hut to have lunch, coz they hungry liao. The lemon tea is freaking sour, although only have onli 1/2 a slice of lemon. Still genting's one taste nicer and better, my fave. Thats maybe the onli thing which attracts me there. I left at 6+ i tink till to some curfew stuff, but i still reach home later then the time i am suppose to reach.

At the interchange, i saw her, my primary sch long time no see classmate. I was quite close with her during that time. She change alot.But still that good looking. Happy. Best thing, she was standing behind me for like 10-15 min before i actually notice her, listening to mp3 till to engross liao. Then said hello and talk abt the stuff you ought to talk abt when u meet your long lost friend. 5 yrs since i last see her.

Not going to think about it anymore.

2006-10-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

有一個男人為了參加第二天的小學同學會，特地上街買一條新長褲。
他回家穿上後，卻發覺長度多了十公分。

於是請求媽媽替他改。
媽媽說，身體不舒服，想早一點休息,今晚不想改。

於是改請求太太替他改。
太太說，還有許多家事要做，今晚沒有時間改。

於是改請求女兒替他改。
女兒說，今晚跟男朋友約好去跳舞，沒有時間改。
他想想，既然如此，明天穿舊的長褲去同學會也可以！

當天晚上，他媽媽心想：
「兒子平時對我很孝順，他開口要求總不好拒絕他。」
於是，起來替兒子改長褲，剪短了十公分。
他太太稍晚做完家事心想：
「老公平時很有耐心，今天他是不會縫針線才開口要求，總不好拒絕他。」於是替先生改長褲，剪短了十公分。

他女兒晚上回來：
「爸爸不阻止我去跳舞，實在是開明的老爸，今天實在應該替他修改長褲。」
於是替爸爸改長褲，剪短了十公分。

第二天早上，三個女人分別告訴男主人此事。

他一試長褲，已經變成吊腳褲了。

他的反應是......哈哈一笑，說：
「我一定要穿去給同學看，告訴他們，
我的媽媽、太太、和女兒對我多好。」

結果，老同學們一致稱讚他家庭經營成功。

他的媽媽、太太、和女兒也都很高興。

如果您是故事中的男人或女人，當下您會做何反應？

「哈哈一笑」抑或「破口大罵」？

人，面對外人時，總是可以表現得雍容大肚、心平氣和，

但面對自己最親近的家人，
卻往往一點小事就足以皺起眉頭，甚至出言相傷。

如果形容人類是一種
「出門高E.Q，回家低E.Q」的動物，我想一點兒也不誇張，

多拿出一點耐心與幽默感給家人吧！
否則您自己也不會快樂，不是嗎？

I totally agree to the above. It opens me up.

2006-10-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

This isnt the post i wanted to post actually, but after serious consideration, i decided not to make the situation even worse.

Nowadays really super fan, i oso not sure i fan what. I need to get certain things out of my mouth but i just cant bring myself to do it. Many think it is necessary to do so but i just cant bring myself to do so. If i were to do so, then history is going to happen again. I dun want it to happen again. Although this matter shouldnt bring such a big impact on me, but for some reasons it did.

Although i hate to carry responsiblity of certain matter but its my life, it seems that i cant run away from it. The expectation you want from me seems abit too high. I am really not someone who can carry it. Yes, to set examples, but so what as if they will follow. I am sick and tired of you telling me to set example for them. Its useless for god sake. After that incident, i realise i seems to have build a communication barrier between us. Its not going to get any better until i i manage to let go. I am trying very hard now.

I am not angry at all is just maybe abit disappointed?I swear i am neither angry nor feel any hate towards you.

Many things is going through my mind this couple of wks. Things really shouldnt be judge by its cover. Or maybe this 2 wks i am just feeling a bit more emotional? I myself oso dun know.

What curfew?What treating you as nothing?What not respecting you?What not settling example? All this rubbish i going to drive me crazy soon. Maybe its time i should find some courage to sit down and have a heart to heart talk with you. But for the moment i really still dont dare.But for sure i am going to prove you wrong right onto the floor. I will make you judge things fairly, let you know i can make it also. Not just the others. Just wait and see.

Kan Kai Dian.

2006-10-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

I am quite irritated this few days.

I will talk abt it when i come back frm genting on sun. I really very unhappy!!!

But there is something i mus really blast out. Coz i really cannot take it. I really start to find that your thoughts is really drifting apart . I dont know what are you thinking. I start to not understand you. I dont believe what i am seeing from you now.

It really hard to fully understand someone.

2006-10-16T09:06:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! I freaking didnt slp for the whole night!!! My eyes is so tired but my mind is so awake. Really very tired!! Lesson is at 4. See the time now, 9am in a morning. I dont nd wake up so early de.

2006-10-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

Saturday the 14th of Oct 2006 wat an unlucky day for me. So freaking unlucky. I am going to blog abt it coz i think no one will be more "heng" then me. This morning which is like 3 am i was conferencing with joy, ting and kenny, then ting when to bathe and i think kenny doze off. So left me and joy talking, then suddenly is like got someone press then phone wanting to call out but it either 1 of us then both of us when to check around the hus to see if anyone press it but no one. All slping alr. This not only happen ones la, its at least 7-8 time. Scare to to my death, some more the sound i heard is got ppl pick up the fone then dial the no. but cannot call through then awhile later tat person put down the fone this continue....

Then second event, suddenly my hus's alarm when off as in the panel shows trouble which scare me then it wouldnt freaking stop ringing. I thout my hus kana break in all what make me dont dare to go and slp then i waited till 5 when my maid wake up and wwash clothes then i got the courage to climb up to my rm, but i neva la, coz i watching tv till 6 then i slp.

Last event, this one not tat serious la , but strike 4d oso neva so heng i saw destroyer at jp, some more i didnt notice is he call me de. But heck la, i shall not care now.

I cut my hair today its quite short compared to my previous length, but its still considered long hair ba. My sis ask why i she de to cut i say i oso not sure jus feel like cutting. Mon starting sch, hoilday is over time to get down to some serious work. Study hard!!!

New start.

2006-10-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

I am blogging for the sake of to past time coz i am freaking bored now. Jus came back frm temple got some " qian chew" thingy. When to take a look, and heng enough and sian enough i saw 3 person. The first person i saw i really is sian until got nthing to say. Second and third still ok la.

First person is the one we name destroyer i dun know his real name but i was jus msging ting tat i dun wanna meet him there. Then jus aft i send the msg out and ting reply me i saw him walking in.Then i dun wanna to look at his direction but he still see me. then smile to me then i was kind enough to smile back and walk away. But i still keep seeing him la so i decided to go some where else to take a look.

Then after i neva see destroyer i saw kenny and his bro. Nice enough me and ting was saying tat meeting kenny is better then meeting destroyer then i saw him. where got so qiao 1 me and ting talk abt ur then all oso appear. So heng. Mus got buy toto alr. Got 5 million. If strike then i will be rich alr. By tat time see anyone oso will soon yan abit coz rich alr. But now still super poor.

You know the world can see us in a way that’s different than who we are

2006-09-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

Had training today and I dun know i go there for what. Although is say training for cai qing but the thing we learn there like got no link with cai qing. Oso neva practice on what we are suppose to do during cai qing at suntec. Teach us deng san and some useless tune, neva practice slping lion i doubt i still rmb how to play. But the attendant today was lousy until i dont know what to say.

Then later got free time ting when to learn her drumming of ha gan xi, then there was this guy name edmund which i dont like him frm the start over there act clever as if he is a pro over there talk here talk there making ting even more confuse then my anger came up and i told him off i said

me: you can keep quiet anot, you like tat say she more dun understand
him: who say she know de lor, last time i oso got teach her just u not around neva see
me: who say, she neva understand what you teaching la, only make her more confuse, you not
here she learn faster.
him: ok lor.. ( with a idiot face showing to me)

I really dont like him, always i talk to him got needle in my words de. After telling him off he walk away and ting really pick it up faster. So nxt time i will tell him, ting learning drum u better dun go near, coz without you she learn faster. I dont like ppl act clever de la, not say you cymbal very good or you drum pro. Not even qualify to teach la. Then after i told him off for the first time i rmb telling him off for the second time for what reason i cant rmb alr. But after tat i know he really open his eye until so big but i dont care also.

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Went IMM with my parent just now after dinner, went gaint to buy food home coz fridge and store rm empty alr. Then while pushing trolley i got scolded pig brain ( in hokkien) for no reason. I really dont know what i do, i neva block her way la, i was pushing the trolley through even before she stopped tat and wait, other ppl there so neva complain wonder she scold me for what. She said in hokkien what dont know how to let me pass first ah, pig brain (all the hokkien)
which i think she thout i dont understand but sadly i understand all, but i was abit shock when she say me so when she walk off i look back at her but she walk quite far away alr. Then i told my sis, she ask me why i neva say her back old lady, then i said i kana stunt haven recover so neva think wanna scold back.

What a crap day la , meeting such ppl. I HATE IT!! I hope tml will be a better day. going town wif the gals tml. Mus spent money again. I must officially delcare broke tml.

Why cant we speak right from our heart.

2006-09-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

My knee hurts, due to the continuous kneeling on mon. When to work at daiso with ting, joy, juan, sam and fang. Counted some toy looking stuff, plates, bowls, jar and chop stick. The chop stick counting really maybe feel like dying. I think i haven since so many chopstick in my life in one day, let alone counting it. I tink i used 3-4 hrs counting it. Imagine 4 big shelf of chop stick. I was surprise i continued counting it and not running away. One main reason i dun wanna count plates and bowls, so many, so heavy some more mus kneel down cannot sit on the floor. torture , then i cannot tahan. so counting chop stick oso my choice la, cannot blame.

When for spring cleaning on tue of the lion dance rm, u wont be able to imagine how dirty it was, i didnt do much at the store part la, i was at the club house, washing the floor, cleaning the wall. Me and zhi hui scrub the floor although it was dirty again after the painting. The club house would have fresher air in the future. Coz it is much much much more cleaner.But i when off early at 7+. frm wat i heard the cleaning lasted until 12. Means start at 12pm end at 12 am. WAHH!! 12 hrs of cleaning to clean up that 2 small places. I think clean my hus like faster. HAHA!!

Sat got training, i abit lazy la, sat is for me to slp!! still got training. Some more only me and ting, hopefully angie can go.

I thought you were my fairytale, my dream when I not sleeping

2006-09-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

1. Full Name: Quek Zi Ning Penny

2. Name backwards: yennp gnin iz keuq

3. Meaning of name: Eng is money, chi is quiet or something.

4. Nickname: Do i have any?? Missy considered?

6. D.O.B: 17 th Dec 89

7. Place of Birth: Thomson Medical Center

8. Nationality: Singaporean

9. Current Location: Singapore

10. Star Sign: Sagittarius

11. Religion: Buddhist

12. Height: 164 or 165 cm

13. Weight: Wait till i get lighter...

14. Shoe Size: 8 or 9

15. Hair Color: Black and some brown looking red.

16. Eye Color: Black

17. Who do you look like: Myself

18. Innie or Outtie: Innie

19. Lefty or Righty:Left

20. Gay, Straight, Bi or Others: Straight

21. Best Friends: F7

22. Best friends u trust most: F7

23. Favourite Pals: F7

24. Best Friend of opposite sex: = ))

25. Best Buddies: Ting and Joy

26. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Boyfriend obviously

27. Crush: Waiting for time to ripe....

28. Parents: ???

29. Worst Enemy: None. I have learn not to hate!

30. Favourite online guy: Rod

31. Favourite online girl: Ting and Joy!

32. Craziest friend:Alot...

33. Advice Friend: Ting and Joy

34. Loudest Friend: Have think of any at this moment

35. Person you cry with: I cry alone in my rm.

36. Any sisters: 3

37. Any brothers:0

38. Any pets: 1 crazy dog.

39. Any disease: I am healthy

40. Pager: Wait till i become a doc.

41. Personal phone line: Yup.

42. Phone: Nokia 6280

43. Lave Lamp: ???

44. Pool or hot tub: Hot tub

45. A car: Still waiting till i am 18.

46. Your personality: Maybe a personality test would tell you.

47. Driving: Nope

48. Room: Light purple

49. Whats missing: A bigger cupboard for my clothes.

50. School: Ngee Ann Poly (HSN)

53. Believe in yourself:Of Coz

54. Believe in love at first sight: Yes

55. Good listener: Shld be

56. Get along well with parents: Of coz

57. Save e-mail convos: Nope, unless necessary

58. Pray: Wks ago?

59. Believe in reincarnation: Yes

60. Make fun of people: My hobby?

61. Like to talk on the phone: Yup.

62. Want to get married: Who wouldnt?

63. Like to drive: YUP!!

64. Motion Sickness: Nope

65. Eat stem of broccoli: Yup.

66. Eat chicken with fork: Depends.

67. Dream in colours: HUH?!

68. Type with your fingers on home role: HUH?!

69. Sleep with stuff animals: No.

70. Next to you: My sis

71. On the walls of your room: Posters of 5566, no time to tear down.

72. On your mousepad: Some educational pix.

73. Dream car: BMW 5 series

74. Dream date: A not to noisy not to quiet place.

75. Dream honeymoon spot: Switzenland

76. Dream husband or wife: I will tell you 15- 20 yrs later

78. Under your bed: Dust!!

79. Single most important question: HUH!?

80. Bad time of the day: When i am force to wake up

81. Your worst fear: dying

82. The weather: Cooling

83. Time:1.27 a.m

84. Date: 22 sept 2006

85. Best trick did on someone: cant rmb

86. Theme song: Wait till i write one.

87. Hardest thing about growing up: Dont know

88.Funniest experience: Alot alot

89. Scariest experience: Not sure

90. Silliest thing you have ever said: I always say silly things

91. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: HUH!?

92. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: Errr.....

93. Worst feeling: Lonelyness

94. Best feeling in the world: Being concern

At last its done.....

2006-09-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! CELEBRATE!!! ATTACHMENT END ALR!!!

Okie i got a couple of things to be done after ending my attachment. First is to do the tag. 100 qns, going to kill me. Then some other things which i cannot rmb now.

Talking abt the end of attachment, i am so happy i dont nd to work anymore at last i can rest, but i think i will miss the staff nurses there. They are so nice except for 1 bloody assi nurse which i hate her so much. No i dun miss any doc there not even the handsome one. Coz i tink he can only be considered good looking but not very good looking. First eyes very but see second time is bu guo ru ci. I saw all the patients i took care of for the past 4 wks discharge healthy. Not considering those admitted today. Saw all types of ppl. Those super nice patient, some very demanding one, some love to wander one which u will have a hard time finding them, naggy ones, violent ones, quiet ones, neva be able to talk to him ones. Really really alot type of patients and family members. Although when they are discharge the only thing they can tell you is THANK YOU!! But you will still feel very very touch and contented, to see them go home safely.

I will definately miss the staff canteen cheap cheap and super nice food , going for break with vanessa although we may quarrel sometime due to my temper. Sorry hor. But she like never get angry one. Really gain and learn alot alot of things in this 4 wks although i always got to drag myself to the hospital almost everyday.

Now it time to enjoy my hoilday which i am waiting for. Nxt wed mus go back sch for some lion dance spring cleaning, then got training. Sun got some party at dun know whose hus. An 2 days ago i found out something which i was surprise. I actually watch the same show as my youngest sis, High School Musical but she knows the show better. Hardly we got the same topic to talk on abt shows. Coz she loves watching ang moh show but i watch more hong kong shows. Nice one la, i on the song she wont say its irritating anymore.

Let nature take course, dont force things on

2006-09-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Last wk of attachment looking forward to friday. So i cant slp like nobody bust nxt wk. Nd to rest alr after 1 whole month of lifeless life other then working. Tiring weekend coz i didnt have enough slp. Work on sat for replacement of my Mc. Neva work on sat in the hospital it crazy. So busy. Coz limited amount of staff.

Today when out to shop with mum, brought pants , shirt and dun know wat. Long time since i go shopping and go shopping with my mum. Coz i to lazy to wake up on sun to go shopping. for some reason i did it today. Happy!!! Tml mum's b'dae. Happy birthday mummy!!! So i tink i will have something nice to eat tml nite after work.

Got my result alr, not very satified with it. No As. Only module I feel happy is FON coz i fail it during common test and i dun bring high hopes on it but in the end i got a B+ this shows i shld have done well in exam paper. Maybe if i pass my common i may get a A. Shldnt be over confident at that time. New time table oso out alr. Looks ok except almost all my lesson starts at 8 everyday, means no slpin late alr. Except monday i start lesson at 4 in the afternoon.

AAP - D
PAS - D
NSL- C+
MIC- B
FON- B+
CNP- B+

GPA suck dun ask and i dun understand how they calculate oso. But i know alot effort nds to be put in to improve it. I wan my result slip to be nice nice nxt sems. I promise.

Never thought this way at all

2006-09-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

Mircale i am online at this time. Haha.. i quit sch alr? no la. I give my kind partner frm attachment pass virus. I am sick la. I wont quit sch.... Very sick. High fever of 39.1 lucky my brain neva kana burn off. Although dun nd go work today but i gotta replace on sat. Means i gotta work on sat. But nvm la at least i dun pass my germ to the patients unlike my partner go around passing it. Not to patient but to the student nurses still can come and ask me so many time u sick ah. So pissed.

Tml result out excited sia. Pray hard hard pass everything i dun tink i hav the energy to fail any coz nxt sems got 9 module. Going to kill me alr. Waiting for my maid to cook my porridge. She dun know how to cook. Cant communicatr with her. die la. Hope i wont get burn porridge. But i got teach her. Kind rite. Mus watch over fire for her.

Tml got lion dance hope i will get better tml. I dun wanna miss anymore. Last wk they dun know learn wat "han ga xi" or something sounds complicated.

Its all abt passion

2006-09-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

WAHH!!! I have re do 2 blog today in 4 hrs. Obvious for my la. I change my skin again!!! Since i got nthing to do and i decided to re activate my blog. Provided i have the patient and time to update. But it will definately be alive.

Now attachment period. Left last 2 wks. Enduring. Miss lion dance training this wk. Haiz... they learn new things, and i am still blur behind time. Nxt wk go back training sure die until very ugly.But my hand itchy, cant wait for training. 2 wks neva touch alr. Nxt wk im going to play till i shiok until hand drop down. Attachment quite fun, except some ppl spoil my mood. Do i look as if i am attach? Why see me always must ask attach right? Or got boyfriend ma? Must say here, no i am not attach i am still single and availble. For the whole of last wk everyday got ppl ask me. Friends and patient. cannot stand alr.

Today, slack whole day got nthing better to do so change blog skin then ting also decided to set up her new personnal blog so i have her edit her html codes. coz she dun know how. I took longer to do hers compare to my coz her code was much complicated and the person who design tat skin add some stupid thing here and there then i edit till mad. But nvm can pass time.

Tml sunday again, means monday is coming and going to start work again. Wish me good luck.

Tian wu bu san zhi yan xi

2006-07-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

Tireness accumulates over time. After 2 wks of hetic attachment I am going to breakdown soon. Real soon. I got not enough slp daily no matter how early i slp. I had since been a long long long time since i wake up at 5.45. Or shld i say i neva wake up so early for school in the past oso. But i really exprience alot oso. Sees how life can be vulurable at times. 2 more days to relasation but this 2 days shall be hell to me.

Zombie walking around....

2006-06-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

F7's blog is for me to crap and i thing my personnal blog is for me to release some stress which is building up in me. Common test is starting tml since it is pass 12 now. My onli start on tue which means i got more time to study compared to others. Studying MIC now abit of stress but not that serious. The onli 1 module i am worried now is my AAP (Bio) coz seriously my sci isnt tat good afterall. Meeting a damn lecturer is worst. I dun understand wat the hell he is teaching during lecture and during pract i wasnt able to concentrate as i was looking forward to lion dance like wat ting said. Onli for 1 lesson which was last wk i finally understand ones. Becoz i decided to bring my tb along and it really alps alot. So no matter how heavy my bag is on thur i would bring the book to sch.

Talking abt stress, pimple outbreak often occurs a this time and it really sux la. No lion dance to destress for the nxt 3 wks. And of coz i dun look forward to hoilday coz i got tonnes of hw to rush and my parent force me to go on a holiday at this time despite i tried to it down. I still have to go in the end. But 1 gd thing!!!! I can meet F7 during the hoilday. Shall go enjoy the GSS!!!! I need more clothes. LOL... K box is definately on coz everyone is dying to go tere. Watever it is i can onli start enjoy this coming fri. Pray hard the test would be ok. I am back to study again.

For my wish i would preserve......

2006-05-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

I realise I am sarcficing TV time for my STUDIES!!!! Wat is happening. This shldnt be occuring on me. I am oso veri stress up for some reasons. I gotta try hard to prove my studies are not that bad afterall esp after seeing all my sis'd mid-yr exam result. It is time i shld start studying hard. I wanna get back wat i hav lose in the past.

My Dream,Aim and Future....

2006-05-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

I got nthing to blog here le. I hav all blog at f7's joint blog.

www.lameblogaddress.blogspot.com

2006-05-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

Started sch last wk... nursing suck for some parts and fun for only a few parts. Ok got 6 modules for this semester and got clincal attachment this coming Jun during my 4 wks of hoilday. And this stupid attachment thingy will take up half of my hoildays which is 2 wks. My family going to Hong Kong this Jun hoilday so i gotta pray hard that im the second batch of student to go for it, so that i can go Hong Kong too. Heh.If not will crash with my sis's hoilday. If really so heng kana first wk than i gotta stay in Spore and zhi shen zhi mie. I shall try my best and update asap.If not someone will kill me u know.

2006-03-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Tml going chalet. Jus finish packing my bag and got a surpries frm yiling's mum. She brought all the stuff to my place at 9.30 p.m. So i got to bring the crayfish,hotdog and potato to the chalet tml. I got to look for a ice box to put all this things if not the cab uncle will kill us after we alight the cab. Frm jurong to pasir ris the ice would sure melt. Well ytd i so happy when IMM buy chalet food and manage to see star idol the Bryan and Leo. Got signature frm them, i swear this is the most thick-skin thing i have done in my life.

Leo 's signature . He spelled my name as Benny!!!! Then i tink sam told him is Penny not Benny. Then he anyhow draw the 'B' into 'P'.

Bryan's Signature. See he so good neva spell wrongly. Ta Shuai le!!!

After that faster go home. Coz got somewhere else to go. If not i sure stay to see chengxi..

Today is just a bad day for me and im to lazy to type it out.

2006-03-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

Suddenly one day i started thinking about the past again. This time not anything but my performance in school my result. What would happen if i really study that hard during my O lvl. Would my life be any better now or would it be the same or even worst? Is getting in into nursing that bad? Is getting 20 points that bad or is it not able to get into the course i wan the worst? I myself oso dun know. Hazi..... but now i reliease nursing is not that bad i feel that it is something quite meaningful. I am beginning to accept the fact........... But oso decided to appeal for facilities management in NP and SP in order to shut some ppl's mouth.Shan't name them. The onli bad in getting into nursing is that i cant purchase laptop. Well life is like that when u gain somethings it is bound that you would lose somethings. Chalet coming this Sunday but i wont be going down. I think i would be going down on the bbq night,shall see first. And i must officially say that i am going to give up something which had ocuppied me for the past 4 years. I am tired and doesnt want to carry on. I just cant bring myself to do such things anymore. I found something more important than this. Which is going to occpied myself for the next 3- 6 years if possible. I would promise myself to work hard towards my aim.

2006-02-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

Nthing much is going to happen today coz i am working. Working would neva have anything interesting happen. Only good thing tat happen is ms choo is at last recovering. Sick for 1 wk liao... good way of sliming down as i told her. But she say she rather go jogging then slim down this way. Its TERRIBLE she said. I know , i have been through it. The feeling jus sux.

Ytd very interesting first time see juan so fierce as if she wanna murder ppl.Go see her blog if ur wanna wat happen. We also decided on our 4E2 class chalet date at last after the past wk of discussion. Its on the 12,13,14 mar at pasir ris downtown east. Pocket going to burn 1 big hole le. Really jus dun know where i spend allthe $$$. Going out on thur with the others again. $$$$ fly again.................. but i am left with 1 and 1/2 month to play onli..

2006-02-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

Left the blog empty for more then a month.Time to update i tink.Alot of thing happened this month but i only remembered the major once of coz. For example getting my horrible result although it was much more better then what i did for prelims. And it is much much much much more better. People who know my prelim result would know. Relief that i could apply into many of the poly course. Of coz i submited my by now all least i would have no where to go.

My choice.
1. Pharmacy (NP)
2.Biomedical Sci (NP)
3.Biotechnology (NP)
4.Biomedical Sci (SP)
5.Biotechnology (SP)
6. Property Development & Facilities Management (SP)
7.Diploma in Facilities Management for Business (NP)
8.Business Studies (NP)
9.Banking and Finance (NP)
10.Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
11.Diploma in Health Sciences (NP) In case anything happen.

I prefer NP to other poly i oso dun know why this is the kind of feeling i have so majority of my choice is NP and i do hope they accept me. HOPE HOPE!!

Not forgetting to congrat JOY for topping the school this time.

I am broke now for going out for the pass few days with joy,sam, juan and ting. Went to watch movie , K box , ate yuki yaki , shopping .....blah blah blah. And must say thanks to juan for singing shan hu hai in k box ending me up with a sore throat, and thanks to her oso for adding so many margarine ended up us hurt because of the flying hot margarine.

Lastly, juan u will not feel sian now seeing my old post le. I UPDATED!!!

2006-01-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

Although really i really have nthing to blog abt today but today because i hav been at home for the whole day doing nthing accept downloading different canto songs to hear but since when i started liking canto songs when i dun even know what is the song talking about. But listening to the songs seems to make me thing about the past. Time when i jus step into YISS and was like a new babe there till i joined PA and tried doing all sorts or thing to make sure i know what i am doing, until the year I was suppose to have my Os and faced alot of problems with my family and broke down and cried in the room late at nite so that no one would know till i finish the exam busy preparing for prom doing all the shopping and now settling down and really try to enjoy my so call break although i really hope to go back to sch now cause i miss all the laughter and the nagging of certain teachers. I really feel quite lost a the moment due to certain reasons. I really hope tat the dream i dreamt that would come true partcially of coz the good part and many many thing. It seems that trying to let go not chasing idols is abit hard but i wont definately try my best coz i really wan to get out of it. Thinking back on how i spend my money on 56 sometimes i really feel tat it is not worth doing so. If not for that i may have a certain amount of saving now. The urge of going overseas to study is getting strong but i have sort plan to do so if my parent is willing to pay for me only after i finish my poly because i tink i need to be more mature before doing this and going overseas after poly will make sure tat the course i am going to take will be abit more easier to handle for learning the basic first , and not starting with my mind blank. Results would be releasing soon really really pray hard that i can pass. Although i cannot say that i would be able to pass it with the mark i really wan but at least dun let the result be to disappointing because i may not be able to take it.

2006-01-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

When to mum's office to help her out a bit.. Im lazy to blog today. Changed background music to canto song coz found tis song quite nice. The song belong to TVB's show called tian ya xia yi.

2006-01-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Okie i shall jus update for wat had been happening in the past 3 days..

30/12
Had prom nite on this day. At first not very excited but as time past the more im. Started doing every thing including make-up and my hair at 2+ close to 3. Meet yiling at jurong point before going to the saloon.I had my hair tied partially then the other part i pull it straight temp. Lucky for the make-up the auntie didnt put my eye blue coz i quite anti tat pattern but the others was alright.Then when home and change but was doing yiling's shoes coz she wanted to poke 1 more hole. So tired almost every sharp think in my rm and started poking at first was thumbtack then was something else i think until at last i spotted a campus on my table and it works. Heh. by the time we poked the hole it was 1 hr hav past. We quickly change into our gown and waited for my aunt to pick us. We was 1 of the earliest but not as early as juan. Waited for the others to arrived . After fang they all reach something damn bad happened. Peng's shoes spoil so me and hermione walked to melinia walk to buy shoes for with our high heel. My leg was like breaking already and i still hav to walk fast wat whern we brough the shoes back peng couldnt fit into it so i borrowed her my shoes and waited in the lobby bare while i wait for joy and ting to arrived and i ask hermione and sam to go into the ball room coz the dinner was starting. Shortly joy and ting arrived but peng was not back yet so i ask joy to go up first coz she is the prom queen while ting acompanied me.The food at the dinner was ok onli coz some food was nice but so suck. Fang was unlucky coz she was called up stage twice and she was damn paiseh.Linda was called up once too.Dinner ended at 11+ and i told mum to come pick me 30 min later coz i wanted to take some pix. Then i when for supper wif my parent and reach home around 1. Bath remove my make-up and pack up room i slpt at 3 in the morning and was called up at 9 in the morning how evil my young sis is. Those who want the prom nite pix can msn me lah.

31/12
Nthing happened much as i was at home almost the whole day coz im having a headache for the whole for not enough slp. But i kept having nap in the middle of the day and it was like not enough.Didnt really count down becoz before i discover it was 12 the time past already so i decided to go slp.

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New year new day. Hope that i can be more sensible, get good result and can earn enough money to go oversea study coz tat i my wish all along.Pray hard hard. Highlighted my hair today copper but it looks like red to me. but other then tat everything was ok. Celebrated Pam's birthday coz her b'dae usually falls on the day school reopen so celebrated early. Bought her 3 books as her present which cost me 30+ dollar. Kids book is not tat cheap oso.

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Meeted up my long lost friend mother and sis at jp. But my tis friend didnt come coz she is in aust they migrated there when i was in pri 4. Heard a lot about her going into uni next yr although she is the same age as me and she is going to be studying as a lawyer. She is damn clever and hard working unlike me. Well hope to see her end of 2006 but when her mum show me her photo i cant really recongnise her wat a good friend im rite. But jus in case i lose contact wif her agian i hav email at last.

2005-12-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

Rotting at home for the past few days doing nthing but reading harry potter completing the book soon within this 2 days if i bother to read.

I shall talk abt 56 concert now. So skiok.no regret. Lucky i decided to buy the tix in the end although i hated them for holding the concert at Max Pavillion coz the way they place the sits suck. They started the concert quite promly at 8+ i tink. Coz int he past we used to wait for 30 minbefore it starts. Ended at 11.50+ close to 12. jus lke wat rf says " did your notice that our concert are ending later and later" Happy coz i didnt meet any sickening people tere tis time. Well i dun talk so much liao i shall upload the pix. I will put the whole album somewhere. But tolerate lah got lots of rf photo coz i happen to be stand right in front of me and i jus kept snapping. The link of it is on the right hanf side of the page.

2005-12-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

Wo de leg he suan.Today went to bugis with Juan, Sam, Fang and Linda. Meet juan and sam at bb inter, juan arrived first as usual then follow by me and sam. While waiting for sam something interesting happen. Got tis guy who wan me and juan to donate $5 to him for some sort of help the teens . But we got no money decided to tell the guy say we still got another person wait she come already then donate so he insisted that he will wait. So he wait lor. Then sam came me and juan decided to run off when he was aware.Then on seeing sam we call her faster run better dont let the guy see us.But i tink we run to loud liao ba.

Fang and linda was late so they meet us directly in bugis.they reach at abt 2 plus i tink. Had lunch at the food junction ate dao xiao mian. Juan power i thout she sure cant finish the noodle de cause quite big bowl and i didnt finish too. but she finish!!!

Then went to bugis street walk walk walk , then we went into a cafe to hav fries and called a drink call "MINTY DIABOLO" quite nice . After tat when home liao if not later mum will start to nag again.Tml still going bugis but is someone wan to treat me lunch so i can save money le. Bought a bag today oso!!

2005-12-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hazi...wat the hell am I doing now..shouldn't i be in bed now. Wonder if I am suppose to wake up early tml.Jus did a major spring cleaning to my blog cause it hasn't been functioning for about 2 - 3 months. Now since I am free so i decided to re update it so i hope i wont lose contact with my schoolmates. O level end already now i still got about 2 months before i take my result.I tink tat i will feel weird when school terms starts next year i will be sleeping at home instead.

Today actually was suppose to help mum out my later went to Ah ma 's house coz pam wanted to stay there and i had to stay there. I was surrounded with 2 children for the whole afternoon but i dun mine for some reasons. Playing with kids may be irritating at times but when they do somethings to may sure they win in games i tink tat they are cute.This fri i will be going out with my son at last. Haven seen him for almost 5 months.Sis say tat he can walk le and i never have the chance to see him do so. Im excited!!!

Well i bought 56 concert tix a last coz i finally found a place which im satified with. How can i not be satisfied??Although not the most exp one but it is still in the first row and it will be 1 m away from those ppl sitting at the 148 section. For tis 1m i saved $20. Wonder if i will regret it. I got to agree tat I am not as mad abt 56 as the past.

Yawn...go sleep liao...

2005-10-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

I AM NOW WANG ZI BIAN QING WA MAD!!! Shan Jun Hao,Ye Tian Yu, Xu Zi Qian!!God, neva thought that Ming Dao was like so shuai..heh.I wanna yi qing bie lian le...no lah..kkz..prelim result sux..but still hopin to get into law and management. Shld i say that this is a dream tat i can neva reach or izzit a aim which i wish to reach..hazi.. damn disappointed. I promise myself tat i will work even harder in the followin 3 wks..i swear that i mus get there..dun wish to disappoint mum. So has like spent alot of money on me and i kept disaapointing her. Well i dun tinkin i will be doing any bloggin the next 1-2 months..i need to concentrate..

2005-09-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

-blow-blow the dust away..paiseh..damn busy tis few wk..havin prelim now..damn stress up..i am sick again in 2 wks time..tis time due to asthma..cough until like old grandmother like tat.screwed up my hist paper coz i was damn unwell on thur nite and cant get anything into my brain...wat i rmb was gone haf the next day when i was doing my paper...hope my source base can alp me a little..56 in spore today, didnt go for the auto coz i dun wish to feel worst on mon..my sci and math paper are cumin..damn sian..hope time can fly faster so tat prelim can pass faster to let me take a break before continuing to chong..wonder how is the auto like,heard tat the fans are going to form a 56 out.heh..its ok i will listen to ah fu's voice on 933 next tue.aiya..they going to malaysia tml mornin..siao tis is call stayin in spore for less then 24 hr then fly of again..ke lian they all.actually before prelim i did take a rest.when malaysia.then decided to go gentin shiok shiok abit before im tied down till 22 of nov when my Os end .Hazi....wish moi good luck!!